Ultimate Suayness
Hiaz.. i guess i have wasted one year plus at teaching.. all i hope is that my experience at really teaching more than 7 classes and lower sec history could at least be used when i'm applying for NIE... but relief teaching cannot be used at all... so sums up that in return for all tt i have done is just $$$$.... and the joy of teaching and seeing my students....

Unless i'm admitted straight with my grades which are so lousy... even if i did well for GP, so what... they dun even need to see the GP results at all in the admission apllication form....

I guess i'm really unlucky... one year really wasted, to think abt it if i dun even enter uni this yr... Can't control tears from flowing....

MIXED FEELINGS
又要重新拿A-Level Results le....

That day will need to login to the webpage to see results... haiz.. mixed feelings...
That day will be the Sports Day... I dunno if i shld just login in the morning to see the results or i shld just wait for the Sports Day to end....
I guessed either way... my feelings will be the same - Disappointed..

I can already predicted my results.. dun wish to have too high hopes like last yr... in the end.... It's only lots and tons of sadness and disppointment...
Trying very hard to stay clear and calm for this time round... but i guess because i know tt i won't do well enough to enter local uni... which make me feel sad at this moment....
Trying very hard to just not think abt the results and focus on other things... but i guessed it turns out bad too... hardly able to think clearer when i'm teaching... or at least... when i have nothing better to do...

Lots of ppl r wishing me good luck for this A Level results.. i really appreciate it but i guessed what is finalized is finalized... I have to just accept it by hook or by crook...

Hope i can manage my emotions well during the sports day event... just at least not to cry during the events....
If i really do... just leave me alone....

好想回到小时候啊！
最近总有这种感觉：好想回到小时候啊！

When we are younger, we tend to forget things more easier, or shld say we are not that grouchy... and things are more simple.

Lots of things i have experienced since start of year...

Sometimes, i just feel that i have an invisible coat or something that will make me disappear, so that i can dun see wat's happening....

Life will be simpler and happier if everyone knows how to appreciate (Something tt i'm learning too) ...

It's been a super long time since i last post....

Nothing much or dramtic happen since the start of 2011...

As usual... teaching the lower sec history...
But the feelings are getting more different...
Starting to feel if i am suited to teach them.. after all i'm untrained... sometimes, i think tt i'm super unskilled and even i feel so bored when i teach.. haiz... I can imagine tt i will defnitely slp if i have the opportunity to do so...

But never mind.. still... i will need the cash for uni...

Hope everything wil run smoothly... and yeah... of course Hope I have a HAPPY YEAR ahead.. =)

LAST DAY OF 2010
With help of technology, it's good that there's a way to vent your anger but it has also become a way to make people feel hurt when some insensitive comments are type on the net.

Yeah... last day of 2010.. gonna start a whole new year again... hahaz.. not having a smooth time in terms of studying this yr, due to the failure in admitting into a uni.
But yeah.. have a whole new experience in teaching... learning things and experiences that maybe a lot of ppl of my age might not be doing.

Hope things will be better in yr 2011... Still going to teach.. hahaz.. yeah... LOVE IT!!!
Though at times, teachin is hard. But when your students appreciated the hard work you put it, all the hard times i been through seem to be nothing....

If life is too easy... If you have never fall down before... You will never been able to learn to stand up again when you face with difficulties.

BORED!!!
It's been a super long time since i blog...

yeah.... found some time today to use the com... listening to music now and blog at the same time...

coughing like mad now... hahaz...
bored now....
gonna take medicine and sleep later.....

and yeah... gonna go back to sch tmr....