Bio Paper 1 Flunked
my feeling todae kind of like go through a roller coaster ride.. hahaz...
was sad... becos of my bio... haiz... if i am not wrong is 12/35...
this is the paper i mug darm hard for... haiz... always like can't score for bio... y?y?y?
i really feel like giving up... almost cry when i see how much i have gotten wrong.. i was like... y? but hahas... i never cry la.. i strong ma..and gd actress... know how to act strong... hahaz.. guess acting strong is the best point i have in life... have been doing that since young... =)
hmm.. will get the full bio results tmr.. think i won't be able to slp tonight...
i am not aiming high hopes anymore... doing not well looks like a common issue to me now...
i can now finally sense the disappointment one could have when one does not do well... that's exactly how i am feeling now...
might be retaini.... unless my bio can miracally score and 43 in order to pass my overall.. which is like an impossible mission.. hahaz... there goes my bio...
work hard doesn't mean get it... must work smart and work hard then maybe can make it...
think praying dun really help much now though....
was happi.. cos gt ruiling who is always there when i need her.. went out with her to let me have a time to stop thinking abt my bio results... hab a nice time joking with her.. hahaz.. and her "bai chi"... hahaz... which maybe i am one.. haha... and yeah.. she's not the only one who say me that... hahaz...
dunno y? i was so confident for my bio.. now i think the confidence level has reached the minimum... hahaz... maybe overshoot to negativity... hahaz..
sian... all will be told tmr... no amt of worry can change the results...

I SHOULD NOW CONSIDER WHICH POLY COURSE I WILL TAKE... hahaz...

was helping my sec sch chers to find seniors to help the juniors with their "o"... found a few...
hahaz.. i think i can't really help much.. not that good with studies.. haiz...

Thanks for the encouragement from RuiLing and others... trying to be positive.. but i think u can tell... we have to face the reality... and i am acting to be strong.... T.T

back to sch
hmm.. hahz.. watching "hot shot".. hahz.. show luo zhi xiang veri de cute.. hahaz...
somehow, i feel like this show looks somehow slam dunk.. but hot shot gt add in love stories and lots of other mysteries... hahaz... =)
sian.. got to go to sch again tmr.. hahaz.. maybe get back some results... hmm.. dunno... praying hard and relaxing hard to stop thinking abt the results... just hope i can get myself promoted.. hahaz.. =)
need to meet my sec principal tmr. see how it goes tmr...
haiz... going to watch the F1... hahaz.. =)

jay chou latest song...i think this is veri meaningful... not a lot of ppl in this world understand how fortunate they are... and that they should treasure wat they have.. sad to say... i am one of these kind of ppl.. =)

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麽人要这麽的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视
看看多少人为生命在努力勇敢
的走下去我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这麽容易就想放弃
就像我说的追不到的梦想
换个梦不就得了为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到
累了偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到
怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随
着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

END OF PROMOS.. CELEBRATION!!!
Just back from home from town.. went to seoul garden and watch "Mamma Mia" with friends...
hahaz.. had a nice laugh after all the promos.. and wow... i ate a lot in seoul garden.. hahaz.. veri hungry mah... had breakfast, lunch and dinner at one go.. hahaz...
anyway.. let me give overview of my H2 papers.. math and bio was kind of ok... but haiz.. as usual chem is the deadly subject.. i was like hahaz.. can get 10 out of 100 is miracle le.. hahaz.. anyway.. at least i tried all my best for my papers esp bio.. so all lies on fate that i can be promoted.. jia you le.. hahaz.. pray hard...
haha.. finally can relax.. going out with friends.. getting on with my fun and free life again... yeah.. going out with ruiling tmr... hahaz...



load some photos.. i had not load.. and kept in my phone for a long time.. hahaz..



Photo took during sec sch Prefect Investiture...



SEC SCH PHYSICS CHER'S PRESENT.... (not my cher but bought him a present for being there when i am sad...)


SEC SCH BIO CHER'S PRESENT


SEOUL GARDEN OUTCOME!!! (These is onli some plates left after 2 times of clearing...) WOW!!!


SUEN (Left) and PUI YENG(Right)



RAHDA... AND ME...

Four of us are some hungry when we reached seoul garden... and we started eating a lot.. hahaz.. felt so embarrassed to say.. hahz.. looks like glutton.. =) Oops.. hahaz...
but i enjoyed it.. MY FIRST SEOUL GARDEN MEAL... hope to go there with my other friends too...=)

Went to hug these monsters.. i love elmo.. hahaz... ELMO'S WORLD!!! =)

you shou bian
I like this song a lot... it is as nice as the tong hua by guang liang.. hahaz...
will upload to my music playlist after my promos...

LIT EXAM OVER!!!
back from another long exam... lit... hahaz...
paper was kind of tough especially for the great expectations.. hahaz... had a hard time understanding the poem... =) anyway, wat had been done is done.. hahaz.. dun think too much...
next week.. yeah is math.. hahaz.. i kind find it challenging... 3hrs sia.. hahaz... do until mad.. hahaz.. really literally... MATH MAKE ME MAD!!
hahz... gt to jia you le... finding for xin wei lian's zuo you duo shi ni.. hahaz.. kind of nice... it's the first song in my blog.. but it is a recorded piece.. think the actual song isn't really out yet... hmm.. gt to wait..
JIA YOU.. FOR PROMOS....=)

GP PAPER... SUFFER!!!
hahaz.. using the time my com is printing out the summary notes for my lit great exp to blog..
haiz.. finish my GP paper todae.. haiz.. as usual... hard for this "chi-na" person here... hahz.. kind of veri hard to understand what the passage was trying to say... half of the time guessing the meaning of the words.. sure die for this paper... now can only pray hard that luck is on my side... haiz.. anyway.. gt lit tmr.. worse.. dunno wat to study or i should say how to study... hahz...if it is chinese lit, it would be so much easier i suppose... eng is definitely not my cup of tea.. hahaz...
more exams to run on... still counting down to 7 more days to the end of promos..
hope i can get promoted... praying real hard... hahaz....
chao zhi jin ri, he pi dan chu.. hahaz... JIA YOU...!!!! =)

PROMOS... JIA YOU
Haiz.. can't believe it.. i am going to have promos in like 3 to 4 more days... =)
must jia you le... must at least pass with 60 plus marks.. hope i can do it..
all my classmates must jia you le... we will all be promoted together.. no one will be in the 09 batch... we can all do it together... =)

yeah gt to read this from someway...
DUN STUDY = FAIL ------> EQUATION 1
STUDY = DUN FAIL -----------> EQUATION 2
1 + 2 -----> DUN STUDY + STUDY = FAIL + DUN FAIL
TAKE OUT COMMON FACTOR
STUDY (DUN +1) = FAIL (1 +DUN)
CANCAL THE COMMON FACTOR FOR BOTH SIDE
ANS: STUDY = FAIL!!!

hahaz... kind of funni.. but it's not true la... we must study in order to pass wat.. hahaz...
gt to study le... hahaz... for my lit.. =)
hope to blog during next weekend... =)

PROMOS... ONE WEEK TIME!!!
doing my pw now... waiting for my leader to send it to me to save it in CD and for prinitn...
sianz... kind of tired these days... dunno y... hahaz.. tired but i am having sleepness night...
can't really sleep well these days.. dun really know y.. hahaz... stoning in bed... hahaz.. first record in my 16yrs of life.. not sleeping when i laid on bed.. hahaz...
maybe one day.. i might just stone till the daybreak... haiz..
kind of veri sian now... gt to find my notes for my friend in this nest of homework that i have on my table.. hahaz.. one more week to promos.. ya.. and 2 more weeks and it will end.. and i can really relax a bit...
striving my best now.. and hanging there to get myself at least promoted...
haiz.. my eyes are tired.. but just dun really feel like sleeping... jia you.. hahaz...
doing my math now....

ah zahi shi mian ji
我的床抱怨着它的孤单
天快亮却还是空空荡荡
它陪我熬夜它替我紧张
安静的看你还在线上

我好像被画了个烟熏妆
有黑轮悬挂载我的眼眶
一点都不累一点都不烦
却从来不敢按下键盘

你不会知道你的失眠有我陪伴
从不同方向盯着同一个月亮
突然窗外飘进来烤面包的香
哪一天能和你手牵手吃早餐

你很难想像你的夜里从不孤单
有一个阿宅夜夜陪你等太阳
早就为你打听好哪一扇橱窗
一整晚都亮着等我带你去欣赏

书桌上摆放着我的收藏那公仔
表情开始不耐烦
它嫌我内向嫌我不勇气
它怪我只敢要它陪伴

我在想害你失眠的答案
是害怕还是因为谁受伤
真心的力量并没有灭亡
我也想为爱大声嚣张

你不会知道你的失眠有我陪伴
从不同方向盯着同一个月亮
突然窗外飘进来烤面包的香
哪一天能和你手牵手吃早餐

你很难想像你的夜里从不孤单
有一个阿宅夜夜陪你等太阳
早就为你打听好哪一扇橱窗
一整晚都亮着等我带你去欣赏

怎么我被困在三面墙
和一扇打不开的窗
我超想在你面前勇敢的呐喊

你不会知道你的失眠有我陪伴
从不同方向盯着同一个月亮
突然窗外飘进来烤面包的香
哪一天能和你手牵手吃早餐

你很难想像你的夜里从不孤单
有一个阿宅夜夜陪你等太阳
早就为你打听好哪一扇橱窗
一整晚都亮着等我带你去欣赏

another nice songs... =)

good luck
won't be blogging for quite a while.. gt to rush for my promo... i will be promoted no matter wat.. hahaz.. jia you le..
hahaz...
good luck to all taking exams...

As Long As You Love Me

As Long As You Love Me lyrics

As long as you love me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine

I'm leavin' my life in your hands

People say I'm crazy and that I am blind

Risking it all in a glance

And how you got me blind is still a mystery

I can't get you out of my head

Don't care what is written in your history

As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are

Where you're from

What you did

As long as you love me

Who you are

Where you're from

Don't care what you did

As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done

Feels like it's deep within me

Doesn't really matter if you're on the run

It seems like we're meant to be

I don't care who you are (who you are)

Where you're from (where you're from)

What you did

As long as you love me (I don't know)

Who you are (who you are)

Where you're from (where you're from)

Don't care what you did

As long as you love me (yeah)

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows

But I guess it shows

When you look into my eyes

What you did and where you're comin from

I don't care, as long as you love me, baby

I don't care who you are (who you are)

Where you're from (where you're from)

What you did

As long as you love me (as long as you love me)

Who you are (who you are)

Where you're from (where you're from)

Don't care what you did (yeah)

As long as you love me (as long as you love me)

Who you are (who you are)

Where you're from

What you did

As long as you love me

Who you are (who you are)

Where you're from (where you're from)

As long as you love me

Who you are

As long as you love me

What you did (I don't care)

As long as you love me

不够成熟

不够成熟

我想我还是不够成熟

还达不到 你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念 你走以后

离开 难道真的是解脱

难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

我想我还是不够成熟

还达不到 你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念 你走以后

离开难道真的是解脱

难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一天 我们有缘在见

你会不会想起 说过的永远

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

TAT'S ME!!!
had some fun with these things.. hahz... some are true.. some are not that true.. hahaz..

WHAT MY NAME MEANS:
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting.
You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound.
It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable.
You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily.
You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it.
And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm.
You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat.
Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are very intuitive and wise.
You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination.
You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.
You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

MY THINKING STYLE:
Your Thinking is Abstract and Random. (Random.. this is how my friends describe me..)
You are flexible, adaptable, and creative.There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them.You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups.You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths.You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial.You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.

MY PERSONALITY:
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and you usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
In love, you are very protective and supporting.
However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous.
At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential.You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressiveWhen other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud

MY HIDDEN TALENT:
You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

haha... so fun.. =)