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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

3 MORE DAYS.... but is actually two more weeks...
THREE more days of exam... on 5 nov----SOCIAL STUDIES & BIO!!!.....on 12 nov----CHEM P1....on 13 nov----BIO P1.... and that will be the end of my O level.... can finally relieved a bit... finish most of my papers le... still getting on quite well... i am taking things in my stride.. but can't be too sure if i can do really well! All i can do now is leave it to fate, DEAR GOD, PLS HELP ME get gd results and study the subject i hope to study!!!
Haiz... feeling tired this few days... hardly can sleep... everyday, 3 plus then slp, fear of doing badly for exams... to be truefully, i am really worried abt my results, i hope to do well... after all, everyone is also hoping so! But... i just dun show it... cuz... to me, papers are over, i have done my best... there no more turnback! Haiz... relax... must learn to relax... must continue to jia you for my BIO and SS papers... veri afraid of these two subjects.... one is a subject i am very interested and hope to do well in, but veri difficult la... i very bad at sciences... my science dun do well ever seeen P6!!! haiz... nvm, then comes SS, my geo paper already can fail le... dun do well for SS, my combined humanities will sure do very badly... So must JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!
Today HMT paper 1 think going to flunk, my p1 Q2 was done very badly.... very badly, i know i can't really score well, i chose something i am bad at... haiz... can't reverse back time... nvm le.. all i can do is PRAY!!! I dun wanna make my chi teacher down!!!
Jia you for the rest of the papers... especially BIO... i wanna be in some medical job nxt time!!! But hope really can get at least a B4.... must jia you le.... =)

~ { 10:06 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


Thursday, October 25, 2007

so Cute!!!!

FRIENDSHIP IS A LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS!!!!


TOOPIG..... BLACK AND WHITE PIG..... =)

~ { 10:56 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


GEO PAPER!!! AH LA MAK!!!
aH....Ahhhh,,,,,, today geo elective paper is so hard!!! AH LA MAK!!! So hard till i can't even know wat i was writing. I just bluff all my way through!!! OMG!!! pls let me at least pass!!! My map reading was done badly, my question... haiz... worse.... now... can onli pray that there is moderation!!! i thought the geo paper would be easy, never did i know it is so difficult and indirect! I spend lots of time understanding the question! got stuck in the second and third question of map reading!!! Ah... wat to do now? it's already over!!! Can't change the current status!! Haiz... bt got to encourage myself and Jia you for other papers!!! Give my best and never regret!!!=)

A strong positive mental attitude will create more miracles than any wonder drug. =)

GO!GO!GO!GO!GO! JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU! =)

~ { 4:48 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


Wednesday, October 24, 2007

有用的人
谁不希望自己是聪明的人
谁不希望什么都能一百分
谁能希望自己又呆又傻又愚蠢
谁会愿意听到你真的好笨

有些事情就是这样的残忍
有些道路没有直通那扇门
有些游戏结果不一定要获胜
有些收获不在终点只在过程

我们不会心灰意冷
我们会给自己掌声
我不是你想象的笨
我也有我自己的门
其实你不是不能
只是你肯不肯
给自己多一个机会
因为我们都是有用的人

Remember we are all useful in our very own way!!!

~ { 6:48 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


YES!!! I FINALLY CONQUERED CHEM!!!
yes!! i finished my chem paper 2 le!!! yes... finally conquered chem!!!
today paper can say difficult but i think i can pass!!! at least from a F9 to a B3....

Still got geo paper tomoro. must go memorise!!! JIA YOU!!! =)

~ { 4:55 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


Tuesday, October 23, 2007

YES!!! BYE BYE A MATH!!!
just finish my Amath paper today! Haiz... can say is a bit difficult... but i nvm le... at least i try my best! i did all i could! i will never regret! now can onli pray hard and wish i can get a A1 if possible... tomoro is chem paper... very scared, cuz my chem always get F9, so afraid my chem paper will get bad results too! (TOUCH WOODS!!!)
i will jia you for it! at least i study and give my best....

HAHAZ... GOT THIS SHU GUANG SONG BUT HALFWAY WILL CUT!!! but anyway, i like this song veri much...nice song!!! =)

JIA YOU!!!! JIA YOU!!!!

~ { 6:55 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


Monday, October 15, 2007

最爱还是你
没开口的话怎样才能懂
我好想把画面倒带回头
你留在我心中熟悉的表情
每个温暖纯白的记忆
穿越了距离

拥挤的人潮没有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前
别忘记从前

最爱还是你
这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你
时间会证明
我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久

拥挤的人潮没有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前
别忘记从前


最爱还是你
这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你
时间会证明
我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久


这一次我放弃了所有
只为能再与你相遇
最爱还是你
这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会忘记
还是要爱你
时间会证明
我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久

一辈子不放手

~ { 9:50 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


Sunday, October 14, 2007

IF WE HOLD ON TOGETHER....
Don't lose your way with each passing day
You've come so far, don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for living
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story -
Faith, Hope and Glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind must learn how to bend
Seek out a star, hold on to the end
Valley mountain there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Worlds are swaying someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts every one

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by for
You and I

~ { 12:31 AM }
aiming for the sky above;


Oh no... tears dropping again....T_T....
hahaz... listenin to "If We Hold On Together".... then cry when i hear the chorus part... think back abt the times i have, can't help crying... gonna miss it... i learn so much and loves so much... gonna leave... can't really bear!!! T_T

Here are some photos i had wanna load:
My First God-bro


My First Friend I Met

My Junior (Thanks 4 the PIG!!!)

My SIS....
My "KAYA"
My "MUMMY"


Gift 4 the BDAY man Todae!
Haiz... wanna load the "Thank you!" speech by mrs tan. Really happi she loves the stars we made for her... Gonna miss her and all teachers....
BTW, my cher, he is so kind cuz he gives us hundred bucks for our class chalet and even help us drive food there... so good! Must really thank him for his help... hahaz....
AND to my form teacher too, she gives us hundred and fifty bucks too! so kind and caring of her...
REALLY have to say thank you to them!!! Best teachers of 4/9!!! hahaz.... other teachers also... (Dun say i bias) LOVES YOU GUYS LOTS!!!!! =)

~ { 12:11 AM }
aiming for the sky above;


Thursday, October 11, 2007

Hahaha.... joke of the year...
hahaz ... today i went to BP to buy jia xing xing Bday present (it's a pencil box!!! plus lots lots stationary!!) then on the way also buy mrs choo's stars and mr leong's Bday cum graduation present... ah... had a hard time finding his present, no one knows wat he like... then find cute thing for him..(he not cute!!!).... find cool thing for him... (he not that cool!!!)... find man stuff...(he not too man!!)... find niang thing... (he not too niang!!!) haiz... tou da!!! nvm... bought him a pouch anyway... (can't load photo in this com!!! will do it nxt time!!)

To Jia Xing Xing, Jasmine & Mr Leong,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! SMILEZ ALWAYS... good luck for your O level!!! We must stay in contact ok! (Jia Xin & Jasmine)
Hope you can find your gf soon if you dun hab one! Hope you can get married soon if you have gf! Hope you can have children soon if gt wife!!! Hope you stay young and chubby always!!! (Mr Leong)

Hahaz... got the funniest joke this year....
The 7eleven auntie say NANA IS MY MUM!!! I am her daughter.... hahaz.... i am younger then nana... and a lot younger... hahaz... i can still remember it very clearly wat the aunties say!!! haahz... smilezzz all the way home from lot one....!!!!

Today veri happi... help a girl find her mum at lot one... =) helping ppl feel so good!!
Hope all the Shou Xing Po and Shou Xing Gong like the presents i bought for them!!! Happy Birthday!!! =)

~ { 10:06 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Ah.... i won't CRY.... but i did anyway... ^_^'''
Today... 9/10/07, my graduation day for my secondary sch days... hahaz... i gonna cry le...

In sec 1, i was always thinking of getting out of this sch as soon as possible. But now after four years, can time reverse, i will definitely make good use of it! I will definitely cherish it! I will live everyday to my fullest! But hahaz, time won't stop! Everything have to an end! But i will not and will NEVER forget the times we have together! I will keep all the good memories in my heart and mind!

Class 1/6:
it was 2004 i came to this sch. I did not have much friends here or even in 1/6. I was quite lonely for the first three days of orientation until i met my first friend here --- Rui Ling. it was the science lesson that i came to know her. my teacher ask us to stay according to our height. (last time i was shorter than her, now haha, i am taller than her!) then she happen to stand beside me! then her first sentence to me was "i am the same height as you!" I only laugh back! =) then her second sentence she told me was veri funni and it tells me her bubbly character, and that sentence was "eh... that teacher veri sissy hor!" all i did was laugh. And we became friends like this for almost four years. Through her, i got to know lots of my current friends! we spent the happiest time together laughing together during sci class, do stupid things together!
In addition, in my sec 1 and 2, the most important person in my life was mdm siti, she was my first form teacher. She was the one who let me change my impression of teachers. i used to believe that teachers and students must have a clear distance and we can't be like friends. But i and mdm siti have the nicest time in the library! She talk to me about food, i talk to her about sch life, we gossips together! I have the happiest time in there! It was really fortunate to have her as my teacher!
There was 3 surprise things that happen to me that year. One was the rumour. (hahaz... think some might know!) it will never happen if not for them! but anyway... it wasn't so bad during my sec one... my friends and them did not play too much but just occasionally joke and ask if i was his sis... -_-''' NO OF COURSE!!! another thing was i became a prefect or i should say is nominated as a prefect. it was my second time being one! i have been prefect in my pri sch life! I didn't even think of joining the prefectorial board in sec sch. haha... but i am happi to be in there anyway! I got to know christina, emily, sharmini, shalini and all other prefects!!! =) Last thing was i scored the second in LEVEL! never in my life have i gotta to this position, it was a surprise cuz i am not someone who is extremely clever, neither am i hardworking! but i am really proud to be able to acheive that! hahaz...

Class 2/6:
This was the slackest year i have in my sec life. I did not study for any exam and test! and that is y my results dropped till the fourth place in class and fifth in level. hahaz... PRO!!! but anyway, i have gotta myself a bro --- mr lee. hahaz.. he dun teach in this sch anymore! but it's great to have him as a teacher and a bro! he's funny and caring! love the jokes he told me!
This was the year when i got to know someone who changes my life here in this sch! He is none other than MR PNG! he gave me the opportunities to go to leadership courses, seminars and to student leader convention where i got to know all my other sch friends! It's him make me who i am today, he gave me the courage to do things i have nerve try before. It's him who believe i can be a good leader one day! He gave me the trust and encouragement! Without him, i might be still the plain person! He makes my life in the sch more colourful and joyful! he taught me lots of values in life and mould me to be a leader! I was given the position of being a peer support coordiantor!!! (I am the last person to hold this position, it do not exist now!)
I think i was the happiest person when i got to know i have gotten the subject i have wanted to study! BIOLOGY! Yaya.... that's the best thing, i was afraid that i couldn't get to a science class cuz my bio wasn't that gd! but i gotten it anyway! BUT NOT ONLY THAT, i am in the same class as lots of my classmates esp RUILING! =)

Class 3/9:
This is the most fruitful year in my sec life because of YMCA YFC!!! i participate it with the encouragement from mr png! Christina, Jane and Audrey was in my team! Mr Png and Ms Ow gave me their support all the way which led our team to achieve the "BEST AWARD" FOR UNDER 16 YRS OLD CATEGORY!!! I have grown so much after this project. of course, initially, when i started the project, it did not run smoothly as i plan and lots of problems occurred throughout the process. But my team memebers and teachers gave me support which pulled me throught the hard times! I will never forget the times going out to sell items and doing a outdoor event! it's fun and interesting! i have a chance of doing these things which i believe not a lot of sec students can experience. I met up with a lot of people who are working and i got to know them better. I will never forget the memories and joy i have with nana at CCF and going out almost everyday to do things. I enjoy myself during the YFC process. FLYING FREE 2006 ROCKS... WE ARE THE BEST!!!
But this is also the year i am sad because mr png is going to leave. i cry the day he went away! i remember the time he drove me for my external events and going down to YFC!! i will remember the values he taught me! I will nevere forget the last sentence he told me! Thanks for the support and always be there when i need u! He is the teacher who knows me very well, he is more like a father than a teacher to me! =)
This is also the year when MAYPIG was formed! hahaz...and it was the year i was nominated and selected to be the HEAD PREFECT!!! it's really and honoured to be one! how many people in the level got this opportunity? IT'S ONE OUT OF HUNDREDS! yes, i cannot deny sometime i really hate being one!but the satisfaction and joy i have made me continued! I really feel glad to be able to be the HEAD PREFECT! I got to know some of my classmates like KIAYIM!!!
2006 was the year of achievement in my CCA, PRFECTORIAL BOArD AND YFC! I love this year and it's so fun and memorable!

Class 4/9:
This is the YEAR that will forever be etched in my heart! This was the year when my class 3/9 finally bonded together. we had a great time at camps, BBQ and other events. we got to know each other more. We put up a class performance together! i will never forget the times we spent together fooling in class. the hard times we spent for our class performance for teachers' day! It was really happy to see the whole class perform! i am really touched when the whole class came to perform! I must say it's the best performance we ever had! I really feel great to be here! I am very touched by today's graduation day too! our class together as one!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! WE MUST REMEMBER TO STAY IN TOUCH OK! I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU! WE MUST ALL JIA YOU AND DO WELL FOR O LEVELS! ALL THE WAY MAN!!!

Prefectorial Board:
I am relly happy to be part of the school's prefectorial board. I will never regret joining it! it make me who i am today and mould me to be a leader! i am glad to know mdm prema and mr cheong this years! thanks for all the help u guys gave me! Thanks mdm prema for the support from you! Thanks mr cheong for all the lame jokes and the encourgament. I am happy to get to know you for my last year in Prefectorial Board! To all my juniors, jia you! sometime, there might be problems, try to solve it a step at a time, remember that we do not have the control of other ppl life but we can change theirs! It won't be easy but there's no harm trying! Think positively! If there's any problem, just feel free and approach me! I will definitely be most willing to help! I am really glad to know you guys! You guys do rock my life! Thanks for all the memories!!! I LOVE PREFECTORIAL BOARD!!!

My friends and MAYPIG:
hahaz... if i am going to type out all the names of my friends, i will have a never-ending list! But i must mention some impt friends i have: RUILING, KIA YIM, MAYPIG (u know who u r), WEIYANG, AIFANG, DANIEL, BENJAMIN, JOYCE,, JANE, ZHEN XIANG, HUILING, JOANNE, HEMA..... &.... A LONG LIST OF NAMES!! Without you guys, my life would be so dull! Without you guys, i will be lonely! I really thank you guys for being there whenever i need you, whenever i am sad, whenever i am happy!!! it's great to always have a shoulder i can lay on, a ear who listens to me, a mouth that encourage me!!! U guys are my friends who i shared my secrets with! (i have never told my pri sch friends abt my illness! you guys are the ones i told!) I have the fullest trust in you! I am gonna miss you guys, i hope we can stay in touch!!! All the best for your exams... Know that when you have problems, you can always find me! I will be there for you and remember me k? Becuz, somewhere deep in my heart, i have left a space for you guys!! i am going to cry... hahaz...... =) BUT I WON'T CRY!!! CUZ I WILL SMILE!!! (i dun need toilet papers or tissues!!! i veri strong and tough one!) FRIEND FOREVER!!!

My teachers:
there had been many teachers who i know that have helped me in one or another way in my sec life! There are teachers who i always joke with. (Mr Tan LH, Ms Ow, Mdm Prema, Mrs Choo) There are teachers who i feel they are like my mother or father. (Mrs Tan, Mdm Siti, Mdm Jiang, Mr Png) There are teachers who i treat them with lemon. (Mr Leong, Mr Cheong) I must really say i seems to treat them more like friends or mothers/fathers than teachers! I am happy to have you teachers to support me all the way!!! Thankz.... that all i can say! No words can really describe or used to express my gratitude to you! Love you guys lots, hope you all can have a good health and stay happy always!!

YES!!!! FREE FR RUMOURS:
hahaz... yes.... i am leaving soon and it means a FULL-STOP to the rumours!!! haha... for the last time, let me once and for all clarfiy: I AM NOT HIS SIS/GF/WIFE/WIFE-TO-BE!!! hahz... but anyway... u all also no chance to say it again!!! hahz... but i must say it's luck to be able to find someone who smile or look like you! how on earth are you going to find it! It's destiny & luck! =) yes! all going to stop! My ears will be quieter!!! wa... can't believe it!!! four years le... this still haBen stop, sometime it will tide down a while, sometime it will become a hot topic... esp my juniors!!! But NO MORE! NO MORE LE... sometime, i wondered if he knows, how would he react? would he be like me, just let what other say what they want to say, it's their mouth after all! Or would he stop all those rumours? hahaz...anyway, it didn't spoil the relationship we have anyway!!! YES.... STOP LE... 4 YEARS le.... finally can stop hearing the rumour? hope my juniors won't make thing worse? i have really enough of it cuz their words would sometime insult me, him, my and his parents! BUT NVM.... I AM LEAVING ANYWAY!!! FULL STOP.....

My fours years here passed like a bullet train, fast but left a deep impression in my mind! I will never forget the times we spent together, regardless as a class, as friends, as prefectorial board, as CCA, or with teachers.... Not even a eraser, or correction type can erase the memories i have!! I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!!! THANK YOU!!! I WILL MISS YOU!!!

~ { 9:38 PM }
aiming for the sky above;