I WON'T GIVE UP UNTIL THE VERY LAST MOMENT...
I WON'T GIVE UP WITHOUT A GOOD FIGHT!!!
I WILL GIVE IT MY BEST SHOT!!!

JIA YOU!!! I CAN DO IT!!!
P.S: THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO ME AND ENCOURGAMENT!!! (hahaz... you shld know who you are...)

A LEVEL IS JUST ONE WEEK AWAY...
Truthfully, i am not at all worried... dunno why... maybe this just show how much i hab give up... haiz...

hmmm... i'm not at all motivated to study i guess.. sort of prepared for another yr of yr 2 in JC... hmmm... dunno... will just pace and study...and look forward to A LEVEL...

JIA YOU!!!

I'M LOVING IT!!!

YEAH!!! LOVE THESE SONGS & LUO ZHI XIANG!!! =)

DUN SLACK!!!
Hmm... hab been busying sleeping these days.. hahaz.. slacking at home... sleeping..
think gt to go to sch to study... hahaz... if not i will be slping from morning till afternoon... afternn till night... night till morning.. hahaz... u can't believe how capable i am at slping.. hahaz...

yeah... gonna complete another p2 for chem... hab been doin chem only for these few days.. haiz... gt to start on math and re-memorise my bio stuff...

yeah.. looking forward for the alunmi dinner... hahaz...

JIA YOU TO ALL TAKING A LEVEL & O LEVEL!!! =)

I LOVE MY SCH!!!
Hmmm... yesterday was a really memorable day... LAST DAY OF SCH AT JJC...
can't believe i am really gonna leave this sch this year.. 2 years really passed too fast le.. there's too mani things tt i hab yet to do and say...

had fun with evina, cui fen and see hui after my bio consultation... took lots of photos with them... hahaz... all of us can't believe tt it was actually the last day of sch yesterday... all of us was super sad yesterday.... stay in sch till 7 plus....there's so much i wanna say... dunno where to start from... ALL I WANNA SAY IS TT I WILL MISS OUR SCH... OUR CLASS... OUR TEACHERS... AND MOST IMPTLY MY CLASSMATES!!!

truthfully... i thought i wouldn't love my JC at all cos i am too attached to my sec sch when i left... but IT IS PROVEN WRONG... I LOVE MY JC!!! This is where i met with different people and situations.. things were so different from my sec sch.. BUT i do treasure all the happiness i hab for the past 2 yrs.. hahaz.. and all the hardships and tough times i went through (It made me a stronger person now...) i was super lucky and thankful tt i hab friends, teachers and classmates who went through thick and thin with me... seriously w/o their support, hahaz.. i dun really know if i can handle the stress well... w/o their encouragement, i won't be able to pull through... hahaz... I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!!!

I finally can understand y ppl from JC always tell me to treasure my 2 yrs there.. cos if u really missed it... u will never hab the 2nd chance to go through it again with the same class and teachers....
2 years is too short... short but memorable... it will be well kept in my memory and heart FOREVER....

LOVE JJC 08S05 2009!!!! JIA YOU FOR OUR A LEVEL!!! =)

CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR!!!
Finally... last day of sch tmr.. hahaz... dunnno whether is it gd or bad... haiz.. can't believe the days passed so fast... use to be so grumpy tt there's lesson.. now no lesson le.. feel veri de insecure... really regretted not paying attention to some classes... haiz... now A LEVEL is really drawing near.. dunno if i can make it on time.. but as wat some of u guys said.. do my best and have no regrets.. =)

hahaz... today veri de funni.. my class rep was so happy in the morning then my chem cher see le, ask her y so happi.. then hahaz.. she sort of can't say the sentence or ask my class rep : "you in love ah?" (The same thing tt happen on mon when my class rep ask my chem cher this qns when my chem cher was super happy...)hahaz... this really leave all of us in agreement tt our chem cher really in love lor.. hahaz.. smile until so sweet.. hahaz... =)

yeah... finally... finally... finally... i hab been waiting for this day.. TMR... i can load off all the responsibilites le.. yeah.. dun need to take attendence in the morning... and yeah.. most imptly DUN HAB TO COLLECT WKSHEET for my classmates le.. hab the the "Sai Gang Warrior" this entire term 4 when my classmates are disappearin fr classes to go for their study break.. been almost the rep for almost all subject, especially bio and chem... rememberin all the timetable for lessons and photocoying papers.. collecting paper... taking notes of things said by chers and relaying news to class... bleh... bleh... bleh.. N times of things tt i nd to do daily... YEAH!!! I AM FREE FR TMR ONWARDS.. hahaz... i promise myself tt i shall not entertain anyone during my 2 weeks of study break.. hahaz... i know i am mean but hahaz... like wat my friend say it's time i shld think for myself...

my friend was asking y i do so much for my classmates for no credit.. hahaz.. she was so pissed off for me... hahaz... just like my class rep (Evina), Germaine, Caroline and bio cher who asked me not to trouble myself... and let them come to me when they nd their things.. and tell me not dun care too much abt collecting all the stuff...
But haiz... come to think of it... if i dun do it... who will be there to help those on study leave... hahaz... but really glad tt i am doin it for 1 term... cos i am seriously tired le... hahaz... i wanna get this load off my shoulders... hahaz... =)

yeah.... gonna hab dinner.. hahaz... nice talk to ruiling just now.. hahaz... thanks to listening to me..

yeah... hahaz... TMR IS COMING!!!

4 MORE DAYS TO STUDY BREAK!!!
Hmmm.. online now to scan some stuff on bio for my classmates again.. hahaz...
Using com these days just to scan things for my classmates... and at the same time blog.. hahaz..

nothing really happen today.. except for one small part tt i couldn't help remembering.. hahaz..
today during chem lesson, our chem cher was exceptionally happi.. hahaz... then our class rep went to ask her why she so happi.. then she say she happi becos is last week of sch for her and us..
hahaz.. then my class rep went to ask her again saying tt she is exceptionally happi... and asked if she is in love... hahaz..
wow.. so bold.. and i think my cher is really happi lor.. she just smile at the qns by my class rep.. hahaz...
then this dramatic "scene" kept me thinking awhile.. hahaz.. was laughing deep down my heart when doing th 1st qns for chem P2.. hahaz.. couldn't help... took awhile b4 i attempted the paper.. hahaz...

hmmm... yeah... 6 ppl today in sch... it's better than 4... but will be worse tmr i guess... (hmmm... cos onli gt bio class... hahaz... short day...ppl will rather stay at home... shall not say much, later i will get another wacking on my head by my bio cher...hahaz...)

and bio lesson was cancelled cos the other class my bio cher teach have no one attend the consultatiton.. hahaz.. my class also the same la... so hmm.... great tt he said he gonna cancelled lesson b4 i sms him tt our class gt no one going too...

YEAH... GONNA do on bio biological molecules and enzymes... wow... cellur function qns was kind of tough when i did it yesterday... but hahaz... JIA YOU!!!

LOADING!!!! LOADING!!!
Scannin and loading stuff for my classmates now.. so gt a bit of spare time to blog... hahaz.. hmm.. this loading thingy is taking quite a while.. hahaz...

yeah.. just finish my organic revision.. gonna move on to bio later.. hahaz.. got to redo all my tuturial and ensure tt i know tt well.. hahaz.. know it once and hope i won't forget.. hahaz..

hmm.. quite sian this few days.. getting use to the "GOOD" attendence of our class.. anyway it's 1 more week.. then study break.. then ALEVEL.. wow.. time really flies.. hahaz.. gonna do ALEVEL soon.. hahaz... a bit worry but i will do my best.. hahaz...

yeah... nothing much happen this week... and yeah... gonna wait for the loadin to be done.. hahaz.. still gt like 2 more emails to go.. hahaz.. =)

JIA YOU TO ALL MY CLASSMATES FOR THEIR STUDIES!!! =)

I AM FEELN BETTER!!! THANKS!!!
haiz.. my rashes are getting worse each day... and after eating the medicine i super de drowzy... hahaz... almost slept during bio lesson on tue.. always fast alseep when i reach home... hahaz.. didn't took the medicine this morning and more rashes appear.. haiz... dun really know wat's wrong with me... hahaz...

first time in this week i manage to not sleep from 7 plus to 10 plus.. hahaz... JIA YOU... drank a cup of coffee just now... veri de shiok.. hahaz.. my bio cher and my class rep were talking abt coffee and i just feel like drinking one cup.. wow.. hahaz... yeah.. nice coffee.. feel like havin another but haiz.. hahaz.. better dun drink too much.. nt really gd for health..

hahaz.. dunno how come my bio cher gt to know abt the issue abt the person from other class tt came to piss me off last last fri.. hahaz... really wondered who the one who told my bio cher.. hahaz.. dun really think my cher even know wat happen unless someone told him... and hahaz... even though my cher say it generally to the class but hahaz i already know it is directed to me.. (after all, there's only 3 people in the class.. me... class rep.. and bio cher...) and yeah... i even admit it openly tt it is directed to me.. hahaz...
but seriously i was really fine after i went to tell caroline, germaine and the rest abt it.. hahaz.. it's just feel good after you share your unhappiness with friends.. and thanks them lots for listening to me.. hahz.. and thanks to my bio cher for asking us to not take the words tt the person said to heart.. hahaz.. hmmm... i guessed i really wasn't tt pissed off after all... just me.. hahaz.. only can be angry for like at most a few hours and yeah everything will be back to square one after loading off my unhappiness... (Think no one really see me get real angry unless you are my dearest FAMILY MEMEBERS!!)
P.S: Thanks to the person who went to tell my bio cher.. hahaz...

hmmm.. hahaz... thanks to my class rep, evina.. for pulling me to bio lesson today... hahaz.. i wasn't really tt prepared for lesson today cos i didn't really memorise.. was asleep after medication the whole day.. hahaz.. but i learnt some things today during the lesson.. and i found out i am still nt tt bad for my p3.. hahaz.. i still can remember some of the facts and most importantly.. i feel more confident after tt.. hahaz.. at least i feel happi tt i still have some knowledge and see a bit of hope in my bio stuff.. hahaz.. JIA YOU... and a MILLIONS THANKS TO EVINA!!! hahaz.. love the lesson today in class even though it's just you and me and bio cher.. hahaz... CHEERO!!! =)

Yeah... was also chatting with my class rep abt our class culture and poor attendence lately... hahaz.. yeah... my comments will like.. i do agree our class culture is bad... hardly see our class united to do one thing together.. we all normally go into our grps of friends and just wanna stay in out comfort zone (Hahz.. i am one of the culprit too!!) and yeah.. if we hab someone who had started to pull us back since the start of J1 when our class startin playing truancy... we might not be in the state right now with a handful ppl in class.. hahaz.. can't really say much.. i mean it all depends on a person's character and wat they wan tt will be the best for them.. i cn't expect everyone to be selfless.. after all there's one saying in chi: REN BU WEI JI, TIAN ZHU DI MIE... so yeah.. LET'S ALL JIA YOU AND WORK HARD FOR OUR A LEVEL... =)

Yeah... ruiling is coming o my house tmr... hahaz.. can't wait to see her and chat!!!

RASHES!!!
haiz.. dunno wat's wrong with me.. was havin fever last week.. and yeah.. rashes this week... and dunno wat cause the rashes too...
went to see doc just now.. hahaz.. he say might be hand, foot and mouth disease, but can't confirm cos was having any pain in my mouth... hahaz.. so he say might be just normal rashes..
haiz.. really very unlucky... hahaz.. think i never had rashes in my life b4.. at least of wat i can remember... hahaz.. hope i will be okie soon.. hahaz..

hmm... dunno wat's wrong w my email.. keep on can't receive email fr my bio cher... haiz.. but it's fine for all my other mails.. hmm... tt's super strange.. but nvm.. i will try to memorise more facts for bio first... hahaz...

wow... today only got 4 ppl in the my class tt attend morning assembly.. hahaz.. so funny and embarassing.. hahaz.. think we form the "superest" short line today!!! hahaz.. think we might also hab broke the attendence record.. hahaz... but ass in e 12 ppl for study break.. the attendence shld be counted to be okie ba.. hahaz.. and yeah.. tmr sure gt more ppl... cos heard tt some other ppl who didn't attend sch today, will come tmr for maybe other lesson but not really bio lesson... hahaz..
hahaz... 2 more weeks then study break... hmmm.. counting down 30 plus days to A LEVEL...still not there yet... but will jia you..

going to chiong my bio "Photosynthesis" le... only memorising until the part abt thylakoid membrane..
1. A photon of light strikes the photosynthetic pigment on the PS2.
2. The light energy from the photon of light passes the electrons from one pigment to the neighbouring pigment via resonance and finally to the special chl a in the reaction centre of PS2.
3. An electron is excited and booasted to a higher energy level.
4. The excited electron is accepted by a primary electron accepter.
5. The primary electron accepter passed the electrons down a series of electron carriers of ETC in the thylakoid membrane of the chloroplast to PS1.
6. The electrons travel downhill from one electron carrier to the next via reduction-oxidation reaction (Redox Reaction).
hmm.. hahaz... only memorising till here on the bus... gonna continue.. got more to go...

YEAH!!! JIA YOU!!! AND ANTI-RASHES!!! =)

COURAGE...
hahaz... still awake at this hr.. tryin to recap the inorganic eqn tt i hab learnt for past few weeks..

wow... was so shiok after yesterday cry.. hahaz... sound a bit crazy.. but it's a good outburst of emotions for me.. hahaz.. at least i feel so much better now.. and yeah... me being the more optimistic person... found more courage to jia you and continue with my studies..

hahaz... Dunno where i found my courage... was telling myself tt this is not the end and who says i can't make it unless i myself first admit it... so i will fight on... hahaz... without a good fight... i think i will hab lots of regrets.. jia you.. hahaz...
My friend was sayin tt i super strong.. hahaz.. can hold my tears for more than 3hrs plus.. hahaz... and yeah some of my other friends were like hahaz... sayin tt they dun care wat was mention to them after all my civil tutor will only dampen their mood and they will not allow this to occur.. and they listen until they immune to it le.. hahaz.. JIA YOU... let's chiong..

hmmm... but i was thinking through wat my civil tutor mention too.. i should go and find out my prob and work on it.. for math and chem, i guessed i am somewat stable.. cos i know wat i am doing.. for bio... haiz... BLANK MIND.. i know i sort of need to memorise all the process and redo my tutorial.. so went to sms my bio cher like at 3am yesterday to ask him wat more i can do.. i seriously dun wanna waste my time in JC for nothing.. and i am going to do my very best till the last min... i knew it's too late to really start.. but my bi cher sms back and said tt it's never too late for every effort... and yeah.. i am really gonna try my best.. haha... =)

think my class attendence is getting "better" as each day passes.. hahaz... now out of 21 ppl... gt 12 on study leave and a few who regularly skip sch.. hahaz.. at least gt 10 ppl attend class is considered good attendence...

haiz.. got to cure my laziness towards not memorisin the bio process..hahaz.. shld stop taking shortcuts.. hahaz.. working smart is more impt now!!! =)

hmm... let me try wat i memorise a while ago... hahaz..
NaI (s) + H2SO4 (l) = HI(g) + NaHSO4 (aq)
HI(g) + H2SO4 (l) = I2(g) + H2S(g) + H2O(l)
After balancing... shld be...
8HI(g) + H2SO4 (l) = 4I2(g) + H2S(g) + 4H2O(l)

NaBr (s) + H2SO4 (l) = HBr(g) + NaHSO4 (aq)
HBr(g) + H2SO4 (l) = Br2(g) + SO2(g) + H2O(l)
After balancing... shld be...
2HBr(g) + H2SO4 (l) = Br2(g) + SO2(g) + 2H2O(l)

NaCl (s) + H2SO4 (l) = HCl(g) + NaHSO4 (aq)

hahaz... very bored... nothing better to do.. hahaz.. shall stop blogging now.. gonna off com and continue with my transition element.. Y are transition elements colored... hahaz.. =)