我不是你想像那麽勇敢
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处 OH~
你不要追问我 还缺了些什麽

每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 OH~
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 OH~
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢

Life!!!
went to see valerie on sat... hope she will get better.. gt the news from teachers and friends that she is getting better... that's great... thanks god tt she is okie... i will pray hard for her.. i hope she will get well soon... and i strongly believe she will.. with faith and belief from her friends and family, she will recover... and with her strong determination, she will be better... jia you valerie...

gotta write this in chinese... i am able to better to express it...
当我听见这个消息时，我顿时感到不知所措，我害怕...
我觉得人生是残酷的。现在的我更珍惜我的生命。我不想在我的生活中留下任何的遗憾。
我从她身上看到了坚强，与斗志力。
from now onwards, i shall treasure my life more... most imptly, i shall not take my family and friends for granted... =)

lots of things i hope to express... however i shall not mention and i will keep them in my heart...

人生，长或短，无人知。
但，最重要，我们得学会珍惜人生，得学会活得快乐，不要留下任何的遗憾。
因为人生就只那么一次。

CHEM AND MATH TEST DONE!!!
YEAH... finish my chem and math test le... hahaz...
haiz... for my chem...dunno can pass not... think goin to fail again... study for this chem test super hard.. but i think i will make it no way there... haiz... out of 34 marks.. 7 marks never do, 4 marks anyhow guessed... haiz... but i will continue to jia you cos i see hope in my chem... and i will not give up till the very end...
as for math, study it for 1 day... hope i can at least just pass... i am quite sure i can pass it... hahaz... at least dun wanna land myself in US programme... hahaz... JIA YOU!!!
Going for medical checkup tmr... so not going to sch... think gonna miss lesson on the bio skill a... hahaz... =)

TIRED BUT WORTH IT!! =)

BUSY CAMP WEEK!!!
CONGRATS TO RUILING FOR GOOD RESULTS IN HER GPA... haha... =)

hmm... busy lately from wed onwards... haiz... sad to say will be more busy later on... gt to go cramp my brain with all the organic reactions for my organic test... had yet to start on math.. oh crap.. haiz... most probably going to fail both test.... going to cross my fingers.. hope i can just pass them!!!

was busy with camp.. camp.. and more camp... gt CSL camp coming, got to do some planning...had CSL intro on fri.. and YEAH... just finish Eclub camp.. hahaz... it was super fun esp the "cling-cling" game... hahaz..I enjoyed myself... =)

went to hab sushi with my friends on wed... hahaz... buffet... guessed i was the one who ate the least... hahaz.. cos dun eat seafood.. so onli gt limited choices.. but i was happi that all of us enjoyed ourselves tt day!! hahaz.. let's go for more... but manybe after the A level ba... =)

haiz.. gt to study le... shall end here today!! =)

BUSY!!!
hmm... will be veri de busy lately... with sec sch alumni dinner.. then gt CSL and CCA camp.. lots of stuff... and gt to handle my studies most imptly.. hahaz..
JIA YOU.. hope can really manage all the stuffs...
and yeah...HOLIDAY le.. but dun seems like holidays to me.. gt to go back to sch everyday including sat... hahaz... but at least i am happi there is a bit of time to relax.. gt to jia you and chiong my way through..
yeah.. meeting rolling and nana and sharmini and ah yu on wed.. most likely go eat suki sushi.. hahaz.. i dun mind doing anything as long as we are together.. i can't wait for tt day to arrive..
gt to study for math and chem... gt test coming up.. so must jia you.. i hope i can do well for both.. and my bio too.. just let me pass at least.. hahaz..
gt to sign off here le.. =)

MY FUN AND EMO WEEK!!!
Hmm... a veri interested and emotional and packed week!!!

hahaz... packed week.... as usual is becos of all the tests and the hw we hab... and yeah... more coming up next week... MON gt gp essay test, chem organic test, and chem SPA.... tue gt math test... and thur gt gp content test... hahaz... hmm... but this is just the process to prepare us for A level... JIA YOU and hahaz... must study hard...

hmm... NEXT THUR... yeah.... camp... kind of is class camp... we are goin to hab movie marothon and waffle all night... hahaz... i can now imagine all the fun we hab... i can't wait for tt day to come... yeah.... and ON FRI, SPORTS DAY... hahaz... i am looking forward to it too!!! and ON WED... will be at home... cos the sch will hab a home learning exercise...BUT haiz... gt to still wake up and have lessons online... hahaz...

hmmm... my bio cher sang songs in class on thur tutorial.. wow... he really can sing lor... it is very nice... got singer standard... hahaz... so talented... can play drum and still sing and still study and do well for bio.. wow... hahaz... hab wanted him to finish the first song "guo jing zhi nan" cos it was a song i like from "hai jiao qi hao"... hahaz... but he can't never finish the song... and sang another song instead...but hahaz... i still like "guo jing zhi nan"... hahaz... loading the songs in youtube version in this post... hahaz... =)

yeah... the funniest thing is the question asked by our veri class rep... chubby.... hahaz... the question she ask our bio cher and to our gp cher is so funni... laughin now while i am typing the words...

hmmm... here's the emo part... today is te release of A level results... though i am not taking results today... but i kind of feel the stress and pressure.... hmm... it is going to be a tough time till the end of A level... and we must really do well and start now... we gt to do well and hab a decent good results to get into a local uni... hmm.... i am veri afraid i cant make the cut... can't get to uni... cos of my bio and gp results... it is kind of hmm... bad... but i am working on my bio and trying my best to brush up my eng language... hahaz... it is good pressure.. cos i am pushing myself to strive for the better.... ALL I WAN IS TO GET TO A LOCAL UNI... and i am goin to put in efforts to get in there.... Hope i can score 'B' for Bio and Chem and PW, 'A' for math, 'C' for GP and Eng Lit. It may seem impossible to get these results now... but i am not going to give up... "I-M-POSSIBLE".... things can also hab a change... and i am ready to make this change... JIA YOU LE... i hope i can really fulfill the things i hab promise myself... and I must get starting and slack no more... hmmm...

THAT'S ALL for today's post... BELOW IS original singer version of the songs (国境之南 and 她来听我的演唱会) our bio cher sang.... ENJOY!!! =)

BIO SPA!!!!
Today bio SPA is gone case le... haiz... cos haiz.... i also dunno how to explain it.... memorise all the skills C and D le.. but haiz reach there... paper had some changes... but i think i am still able to do it.. but wasn't in the state of clear mind... dunno write wat rubbish on the paper... guess i am going to flunk this SPA... ah... MY A LEVEL BIO SPA RESULTS.. there it goes... my hope of getting a B grade seems to be drifting away slowly...
still sick... fever on and off... hardly hab any appetite these days... just eating porridges this few days... haiz... and my cough still there...hmm... gt to hang it there.... JIA YOU!!!