MIXED EMOTIONS!!!
hmmm... lots of things happen this week... happy ones and sad ones... hahahz...
Start with all the happy stuff...
Yeah went back to sec sch to view the muster parade on fri.. wowo.. make me feel nostalgic.... hahaz... remind me of the times my follow sch friends marching hahaz... i went back with ben daddy, shawn, zhicong, alan and wei ying.. hahaz.. i guess all of us hab a nice time there... was chatting with weiying.. hahaz.. both of us hab the same sentiments tt sec sch life is simple and we hope to go back to the time where we play and have fun in sec sch.. hahaz...=)
hmmm... hahaz... hab a class photo shoot on thur.. glad to see all my classmates back.. hahaz.. i hab a nice time and hab lots of fun... yeah.. but was feeling kind of sad at the same time.. cos time seem to fly.. so fast 2 years le.. haiz... no matter how much sometime i dun like my JC life, i will still miss my friends and teachers.. hahaz.. i hab been through more hardships here in JC than i did in sec sch.. this had really make me grow up and face the reality in life.. hmm... I guessed i will missed my JC life... short but memorable.. =)
To 08s05: JIA YOU GUYS.. WE CAN ALL MAKE IT THROUGH A LEVEL... =)
Now is the emos stuff... actually is not really an emo issue...
hmm... my class attendence hab been real bad these days.. like ard 10 ppl out of the 21 ppl everyday...
if i say i am not sad, i am actually kidding.. cos i always thought a class should work together towards our goals.. but i can also understand tt some of us need the time to study on our own... in any way, let's all just work hard... i am sure we can all do it.. =)
my friends and i was feeling a sense of guilt to our bio cher... hmm.. this matter is kind of complicated... but let's just say tt our class wasn't doing well in our bio... and some of my friends hab decided to consult another cher for help...
truthfully.. i guessed our bad results wasn't really due to our bio cher fault.. but also our fault too, cos i am sure some of us just didn't study..
On thur, so we went to tell our bio cher tt we will look for other cher for help and tt we hope he won't be bother abt it... and my bio cher say he's fine with it and want us to ensure tt the teacher we look for must be free to help us... and this is when we felt so gulity... my bio cher had put in lots of effort into teaching us and will try his best to ensure tt we understand him... we just feel tt we hab betrayed him..
On fri, during consultation with my bio cher.. my bio cher happen to mention tt he wil be attending eng lesson during dec holidays to improve his eng so he can communicate better when teaching.. frankly, at the point of time.. i sort of like get out of tt topic and talk abt other things..
i regret it after tt... and on my way home.. i sent him a sms to encourage him... much to my surprise.. he sent back a msg tt hab made me admire his passion for teaching.... Here are the exact words: "Hi.Thks for the encouragement! I'll work hard for many aspects of my teach'g too. Dont worry, as long as i m still in teach'g line, i ll cont 2 learn n improve myself, ha. You all jiayou too, dont stay up too late 4 study."
I kind of can't describe how i felt when i saw this msg... just tt yeah... let's all jia you in all thing we do... and do not give up till the last min... even though it is easier to say than do... but DUN GIVE UP!!!
andi must really thank my bio cher for never giving up our class.. we were always tt last few classes tt do well for bio... but he had never blame it on us and was always there to encourage us to do better... i guessed... thanks is the only word i can say to my bio cher... =)
