HAPPI CHINESE NEW YEAR
HAPPI CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! hahaz.. OMG... i found how old i am now le.. hahaz... hab passed so at least 17 chinese new year... hahaz... but i am still in the age to get HONG BAO... hahaz... =)
NEW YEAR!!! FOOD.. hahahz... especially steamboat.. where there is lots of fishballs and hotdogs and soup...all... thinking of it makes me hungry again... hahaz...
CHINESE NEW YEAR WISH: hahaz.. this year i dun really hope for more...
JUST good grades for my A LEVEL so i can get to the UNIVERSITY!!!
hope i can really do my best!!! JIA YOU!!!!

HAPPI CHINESE NEW YEAR... MAY ALL BE HEALTHY AND HAPPY!!!

UPSIDE DOWN
kind of love this song when went back to sec sch and heard it during the orientation... =)

UPSIDE DOWN
Up...side down
Upside Down
Upside Down

My grades are down from A's to D's
I'm way behind in history
I've lost myself in fantasies
Of you and me together

I don't know why-yi-yi
But dreaming's all I do
I won't get by-yi-yi
On MERE imagination

Upside down
bouncing off the ceiling
Inside out
stranger to this feeling
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to you
To you...

My teacher says to concentrate
So what? His name was Peter the Great
Kings and Queens will have to wait
Cuz I don’t have forever

I wish that I-yi-yi
could walk right up to you
Each time I try-yi-yi
the same old hesitation

Upside down
bouncing off the ceiling
Inside out
stranger to this feeling
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to you
To you

Somehow, someday you will love me too
One day will be the day
when all my dreams come true
Up-side downYeah yeah yeah yeah

Upside down
bouncing off the ceiling
Inside out
stranger to this feeling
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to you

Upside down
bouncing off the ceiling
Inside out
stranger to this feeling
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to you
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to you

NEVER GIVE UP!!!

was kind of sad when i gt the notice tt i need to attend a chem remedial for the organic chem... i think i have flunked my paper yet again....i have work real hard for a month to ensure i could do well for my organic chem test.... went for tuition... and memorise hard for the test... but now if i failed again... i am really disappointed.. hahaz... i cried immediately when i saw the sms tt i need to go for the remedial.. kind of like... haiz.. work so hard just to see my chem passed.. and i have never work tt hard for my chem before... even in my sec sch.. when i failed my chem exam.. i have never felt so sad and disappointed like i am now.. but i will tried again.. and even if i failed, i will still try and study hard... i will never GIVE UP... i am sure my efforts will not go down to drain... THIS IS WAT I LEARNT FROM THE VIDEO BELOW!!!

My sch house master showed us this video... I really inspired me to work hard...

Here i am.. well and healthy... with legs and arms... i can work and do wonders too... hahaz.. at least i must get my self-discipline to do my studies in A level.... i found the reason why i have decided to go JC... just because i wan to make it to the Uni... i have worked for 12 yrs or more to get to this stage.. IN JC... one more year and i can make it to the UNI.. which i had always wanted to go... so hahaz... i shall have my discipline to study and do my best and try my best for the A Levels... JIA YOU!!!

THIS IS A REAL GOOD VIDEO... TO ENCOURAGE URSELF... WHENEVER YOU FALL, HAVE THE COURAGE AND GIVE URSELF THE OPPORTUNITY TO STAND BACK UP AGAIN!!! NEVER GIVE UP!!!

JAI YOU FOR CHEM TEST!!!
hahaz... finally finished chem test today.. hope i can pass with at least a B.. hmm... may seem a bit impossible.. but i will strive hard towards tt goal for my A level... i will JIA YOU!!!

hahaz... tmr math test... still haben really touched the book.. going to chiong later.. hahaz.. JIA YOU and good luck to me for tmr test!! =)

went to christina house on sun to celebrate her bday.. hahz.. thanks a lot to her family for inviting us for the steamboat feast.. i hab lots of fishball as usual.. hahaz... yeah.. hab a nice time at her house... joking while eating... it is just like the old days.. hahz.. i will miss it... =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! finally 18 le.. so good... i still gt 11 more months to 18yrs old.. =)

yeah... CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming... haha... STEAMBOAT!! =)

自我催眠
This song has strong feeling towards how i feel now.... hope to cui mian myself... hahaz... study hard...
and forget tt issue i promise myself last yr... till nw i think i hab done my best

自我催眠
人群里面那个我 把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口 我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵 听不见你说
爱就在此刻松手分手放手

我猜不透 不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分 你才要走

我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前

等着红灯那个我 还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着 在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着 却静静沉默
在我们之间爱了放了散了

我会不说 不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛 我的难过

我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前

我想要学会自我催眠
聪明再多一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
我渐渐的自我催眠
慢慢闭上双眼

STRESSED!!! J2!!!
hmm... haiz... having a busy and tough time in sch... all of the sudden feel the stess cos now in J2 le.. can't really slack like before...
and i am really doubting myself if i can make it to a local uni... with this such "bravo" results i hab now... haiz... esp my bio and chem.. my science are really bad.. haiz... 8 more months to go.. i am slowly losing the hope to get to uni... my grades won't get me anywhere... i hope i can do well at least for bio... but today bio test proved otherwise... OMG... y did i choose bio in the first place when i was in sec 2... y i so blur and choose a dead end... haiz... now i am stuck in bio... i gt to go through no matter wat... I hab to JIA YOU... and CHIONG AND MUG AH!!!.. hahaz...
slowly the level of stress is building up... and i hope i can really manage it well... now i think over.. O LEVELs are just nothing... hmm... A LEVEL... can't afford to just pass.. must be good to get in to uni...
JIA YOU and DUN SLACK... XIAOPIG...

hmm... today bio paper DEAD... left 3 question out of 4 questions blank... can't even pass... haiz... OMG.... i regret no touching the topics and choosing topics to study.. haiz... wat had happened is the past tense... i must work for my present tense and future tense...

JIA YOU LE...
will only be able to blog weekly... hmm... =) dun miss me....
i might call you guys up when i am stressed... =)

GOODBYE!!!
hahaz... yeah... GOOD JOB to all for orientation 2009... the most memorable one i hab so far... you guys are great... hahaz...
hahaz... finally for all the efforts we have placed in, we gt wat we hab achieve... hahaz.. at least i am happi tt parents have interst in letting their child join our prefectorial board.. these show tt we have successed in impacting the life of our sec one.. hope they really enjoy their time in ur sec sch.. hahaz... all the way my prefects... jia you and don't stop here... continue and strive on in your life... if you guys put in ur heart in doing things... everything will work out.. i am really proud of you guys... and touched when i see you guys work so hard... JIA YOU!!!

and thanks a lot to mr kong and mr leong esp for the help provided this time round...
hahaz.. kind of hard to forget the time when mr kong acted angry (throwing mic OMG!)... hahaz.. i kind of got a shock.. hmm... but haiz.. turn out to be an act! (wow can win oscar award-best actor!)... i really like advices and wise words given by mr kong.. hahaz.. inspired me to do my best and how to really improve one's character (I AM THE WORLD'S GREATEST!!!) ... i really learnt a lot from u... glad tt u can help the board... and i know they will do the best for you and for themselves... JIA YOU... an infinite thanks...
and yeah... to mr leong, for helping us..in prefect duties... and when we needed him to help us find and see how is mr kong when he left after his dramatic act....hahaz.. and the overnight stay too.. even though he dun really need to (hahaz... he kind of watch TV and slept though)... and my bio question too... tryin ur best to search for ans and getting me to understand even though u say tt u had thrown all ur knowledge back to ur chers....hahaz... an infinite thanks too!!!
THREE CHEERS FOR EVERYONE!!! HURRAY!!

finally i am leaving... the sch and the prefectorial board... will not be comin back to help.. will be staying at home most of the time to study for my a-level.. i must jia you and don't slack le.. i must do well for my A-level and become a teacher... jia you... i must work hard... =)

Thanks ah... for touching my hair.... making it them messy...hahaz... kind of shock when u did tt!!!

thanks for all the help provided... hahaz... you are my inspiration to study hard!!!

ahaha... block test.. getting my mind BLOCKED!!!
hmmm.. rushing through the bio hw my bio cher give today.. hahaz.. gt camp till fri.. then scared no time to finsh... haiz.. onli finish DNA, mitosis and meiosis... still gt nervous system... hahaz... think tt nervous system tmr then do... darm sian... study bio for 1 hr plus.. hmm... changing to chem... gt to rush through a bit... hahaz... afraid i can't make it for the organic test.. hahaz... i really do badly for chem... hope can at least pass my first chem test... hahaz... wish it is not just a dream.. hahaz...
time 1:43am... gt to wake up at ard 6.30pm. hahaz... think will sleep at 3am... or so today... just to rush through some notes.. in case i dun really study during the camp hahaz.. =)

BLOCK tests is getting my mind BLOCKED!!!
JIA YOU!!! i must do well for all my test!!! I HOPE!!!

OFF FOR CAMP AT SEC SCH..
OFF FOR CAMP AT SEC SCH.. HAHAZ..
dun miss me too much!!! =)

TMR.. back to JC!!!
yeah... going back to JC for some bio lesson tmr.. hahaaz.. finally gt to see my friends and teachers.. hmmm... how long never see them le ah.. eh... since last day of sch.. hahaz.. =)
yeah.. can't wait for tmr.. =)

hmm.. hahaz... all of us kind of worry now.. hahaz.. cos hmm.. A-LEVEL.. hahaz.. who is not worried abt this big exam tt determines our entry into a uni.. hahaz.. JIA YOU!!!
and hahaz.. must do up all the holi hw.. and study all tests yeah!!! =)

Hope everything is going well for the orientation!!! =)

SEC 1 ORIENTATION 1ST DAY!!!
Hmm.. gt a call from the student & development cher a while ago...
he said everything went on quite smoothly.. but the little details are not tt good... still not yet up to standard... but he say tt we will take it slowly too...
we do not expect the prefects to be wonderful just in one day... but we hope to see them improve themselves... yeah... we still holds the faith.. yeah.. so think hard abt wat he had said to you guys.. and from there... do some changes.. hope to see changes on mon... and a brand new you guys... JIA YOU!! =)

hmm... hahaz... OMG.. the maths hw is so hard.. first time i feel like giving up math.. OMG.. i must jia you le.. and bio too!!! =)

WELCOME TO 2009
Yeah... 2009 LE!! hahaz... a brand new year... a busy year with A LEVEL... but i know i will be enjoying every single day of my life... YEAH!!! hahaz...

FORGET ALL THE UNHAPPINESS IN 2008 and CELEBRATE THE FUN IN 2009...
i am going to do tt...hahaz...

ONLY RESOLUTION IN 2009: WORK HARD FOR A LEVEL!!! =)

hahaz... going to chiong all my hw... and tests if possible.. hahaz... JIA YOU!!! =)

hab fun yesterday with huling... ben de... and nana..
hahaz... so sadded for nana... cos ben de kept laughing at her... so me and huiling... cos of her unique red hairband... hahaz...
we went to watch 'bedtime stories'... hahaz... so nice... i love the guinea pig (dunno how to spell ah) esp.. hahaz.. =)
i really enjoyed the last min of my 2008 with them.. hahaz... =)

hmm... lets upload some photos.. hahaz.. huiling took it one.. =)


THE 4 CRAZY PPL


ME & HUILING... =)


MY 3 HUBBIES!!! =)
The one with long arms is nana give me de birthday present... even though it came late, but i still love it!!! =)

yeah.... JIA YOU TO ALL FOR THE ORIENTATION TMR!!! =)
Hope you guys will remember the things you hab learnt and put them to use!! =)