ah.... dun be shocked???
just gt a call from Rolling. Asking me some questions... =)
All i can say "Love is blind and unable to be controlled."
This is veri complicated!!! Veri...
Sian... Study is my aim now... I wanna produce good result for my prelim. that's all i hope to get now... nothing else. Save the rest for the future...

haha... rolling, dun be too shocked. ok? It's very normal...
To Rolling:
If he is half of TT, it will be good. But he isn't. It is not that i like TT. But just like admiration, like wat we had played on the paper this eveing. Admiration.... I admire his character. If he is younger, i could consider but haha... too bad, age posed a problem to all of us! He is a nice guy, but he has his own GF. (mayb, think so. Such a nice guy, sure have ppl want one!) I am just nothing to him! So it's a strong NO to us... =)

Cough.... Cough... went to see doctor today! Had a bad cold!!! hope i could get well soon!!! =)

Jia you ba! Ah, having a big problem with the birthday... never mind, still gt months to go... hope they could get a surprise... =)

Going to take medicine le... and watch TV too! =)

Ah..Choo....*Cough!Cough!Cough!!!!!*
Haiz... sick sia... having a bad cough and flu!!!
Came home veri early today at abt 3 plus. Actually wanted to go out, but think come back home to sleep is better. =) haha... think Ruiling at the back calling me "PIG" again le ba! (I am perfectly right ba? Rolling.... DOG Head!!! )
Never mind! I dun mind, since i am as cute as a pig, and of course as CLEVER as a pig. (Haha... my cher say pig is one of the most clever animals!!) (After saying this, i think i not onli flu but can start to vomit too! hahaz so BHB! So bu yao lian!!!) But nevertheless, i gt one characteristic same as a PIG, it's i am veri LAZY and of course i love to sleep. (Think rolling at the back nodding her head profusely!) No choice, i have the natural characteristic of PIG, i love to sleep and eat, sleep and eat, what to do, i am XIAO PIG!!! Hahaz...

Anyway, finally can have a rest after all the tests i had for my past five days lessons which i felt like it was actually 2 weeks lessons. It's so tiring. Must have a good rest this weekend!
Gonna meet Rolling and NaNa to do A-math tomoro. Haiz need them to help me in the thingy abt velocity, acceleration and displacment, can't really understand quite well wat's my cher trying to teach! Maybe the physics student can help, they are supposed to be quite gd as this chapter ba if i am not wrong.

Tons and tons of hw need to be done for this weekend! Ah, gonna start burning midnight oil again!!! Got to try to finish them!!! I must really hangon!!! The tide would still be over veri veri soon!!! =) Jia You!!!

To @#$%^&*@#$%^&*:
I am really thankful that you are concerned to me. But can u pls stop trying to be too concerned abt me? I am afraid i would get the wrong idea!!! But i really dunno how u r feeling or i am feeling, but i just wanna stay at the relationship we hab now... I just treat u as my @#$%^&*.... Sorry... anyway, i am fine! really fine!!!
"不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你"
U sat beside me and sang this song... quite nice.... =)

You once said : "Love is blind."
This is wat i am going to tell u: "Love comes easily but it is difficult to let go. Loving someone is easy, but letting him/her know abt your feelings needs a lot of courage. All people who looks forward to love, just want someone who really love them, tell them the three words .... but currently i don't."

Haha!!! =) This is the lamest joke i have ever heard!!!

其实还爱你/放心去飞... i am not angry, dun be sad... Smilez! =)
其实还爱你
我讨厌 阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你 能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找
到离开的理由
每一夜 闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意
你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句其实还爱你

放心去飞
终于还是走到这一天
要奔向各自的世界
没人能取代
记忆中的你
和那段青春岁月

一路我们曾携手并肩
用汗和泪写下永远
拿欢笑荣耀换一句誓言
夜夜在梦里相约

放心去飞
勇敢地去追
追一切我们未完成地梦
放心去飞勇
敢地挥别
说好了这一次不掉眼泪

Heard these songs from the FM. it's veri nice. Like the first song, it's very heartwarming.
I also like the second song. Very sad when i heard it. Make me feel like crying. Make me recall of my SEC 1-4 life. Cuz feel like going to leave all my friends and schoolmates soon. I really can't bear to leave all of you! Ah... the more i think, the more i feel like crying. I just hope that after O level, we would stay in touch! Ah... y do the time pass so fast? =(

TO u know who u r: Hahaz... accept your apologise. i not so xiao qi! I wasn't angry in the first place. is you thinking too much!!! Dun be sad, i am feeling great and you must be happy too, k? smile more, it's nicer. Dun look sad, it looks so fierce! (AH... think ghost see le, also scared!) Anyway, U make my day happy!!! =)

School Holidayz going to be over soon!!!
Haiz, gotta my results today. I can say is among the good results in class...
L1R4 was 14, L1R5 was 19. It might be a distance away from my results. But never mind, i am going to work harder to produce even better results.
Jia You le!!! =)

Hahaz... Victory! Tomoro i only have to go to school at 11am. Dun have to wake up so early le... hurray!!! Luckily is not 8.30 and CY is coming too, therefore i am more willing to go!!! hahaz =) Rolling, all i can say is u very de lucky!!! =)

Sian lor... school holidays going to end soon! i feel like i did not have any holidays. Half of my holidays will in school, studying! But i can understand y i have to go sch. Our lessons are very important to us now. We can't afford to slack any longer! Must really jia you le...

Bad Points (things that distract me from study):
1. Sleeping: Ah, pig la... everytime also sleep... Everytime see the bed, first thing is take a book, lay down to read, then slowly... ZzZzzzzZZzz.....
2. Computer: Like now la... blogging, never go study....
3. Slacking: wa... this one very true... i can like sit on the table, with book open, but nothing go into my brain!!!

Haiz...i know i can't change all these bad points in just one day or one week... but i know i must at least make it a habit not too sleep too much. I must also try to minimize the time i use computer. I must also try my very best not to slack!!!

Haiz.. i know all these things very well in my mind. But the physical me is not doing anything. Ah... no discipline sia.... no concentration... no self-motivation....

So all i can say, i must now JIA YOU le... if i wanna go to JC or study the course i wanna do in Poly.... if not... i know the consequences very well myself....

The terrible day shall arrive tomoro... =(
ah... haben gt my results today!
Gotta get it tomoro... Today our Amath cher thought the lesson start at 8.30am. Of course, our class waited for her for half an hour. But it's ok. she came in the end! =)

Ah... RESULTS!!!!
Tomoro.... 19/06/07 gotta get my results!!! Think the whole page is Cs ba.... if not they would be some being underlined ba.... haiz... fail some subjects if i am not wrong...
Fail Chemistry (of course, this one i know it long ago! haiz.. ms chow is disappointed at my chemistry results! She was so shocked that my chemistry dropped so dramatically!) Firstly, i would like to sincerely apologized to her! Secondly, i am also very disappointed at myself... I think i should start to revise my work le... Hopefully i can at least pass my chemistry, if not do well with flying colours.
Next, i think i fail my eng! haiz.. half expected it to happen! My eng is seriously bad. Bad at Vocab. Bad at Grammar.... haiz... my eng! Must try to pull up my socks for eng!!! Jia You!!!

Going to follow this time table (at the bottom!!!) [Pls scroll down till u see the timetable!! =)] for the next few months till O levels.... Hope my friends could help me out! Make sure i don't slack... Make sure i follow my time-table... Of course... i must have self-discipline!!!

Jia You!!! At Least must score 12-15 for my L1R5 for my prelims....

Jia You!!! XIAO PIG CAN DO IT!!!! =)

Ahhhh... wat is it ah??? SOS!!!!
Hi... I am thinking veri hard now! Think all my brain cell going to be died soon... ah, oh god! what is it?

I and Christina was thinking of the BDady party for me! Hahaz.. my Birthday is on 5th December (mayb it's too early to think abt it le... but anyway, it's fun thinking and dreaming of it!) In addition, on my 5th december, we "MAYPIG" would celebrate our Bday too! It's double happiness! (can't help laughing and smiling!!!) MAYPIG.... I will never regret being part of MAYPIG! I love MAYPIG!!!

ya.... drifted off too far le.... we were thinking of who to invited... of course gt my friends like RuiLing, WeiYang and other friends... haiz... sorry list too long! Of course, my dear Prefectorial Board... i will definitely not missed you all out!!! Plus some other adults.... =)

Then i started thinking what the adults would give me for my BDay! Hahaz, below is the list! Slowly guess who are the adults?

@#$%^&*---------> A laptop (think i must be building castles in the air!!!)
@#$%^&*---------> Fried Rice (wondering if he/she knows how to cook!)
@#$%^&*---------> High heel shoes (eh... give me... i think i won't make gd use of it!)
@#$%^&*---------> Tortise/turtle (mayb he/she would give me a long list of lame jokes!!)
@#$%^&*---------> Give me a piece of his/her masterpiece (wondering what it will look like!)
@#$%^&*---------> A dog doll (hahaz... wait long long ah!!!!)
@#$%^&*---------> He/she would do a stunt!!! (He might jump over the wall! OMG, the question is whether he/she is able to climb over!!! hehe!)
@#$%^&*---------> A Pig doll (what if he/she give me +-*/ hw???)
@#$%^&*---------> A cinema ticket (haha... maybe he/she would give ma a teddy bear hug?)

Anyway... i then ask Christina wat she think @#$%^&* would give me... all of the sudden, she started laughing and try to concentrate on her book! Then she kept of saying :"I won't say, later you would kill me!" I wanna know!! She make me so curious, she say i can find it from the song "月亮代表我的心". but i seems to be unable to find! ah.... this is making me go crazy! tell me la, Nana... I swear i won't kill u!! (of course i won't kill you, i dun wanna be jailed for murdering!!! But i can't assure how i would react!)
So nana, pls tell me? can? I wanna know... I am curious!

Anyway, i really hope i can have the MAYPIG & MY BIRTHDAY PARTY/BBQ at East Coast Park. I hope all my friends and people i invited could be able to make it! I hope i could do up a surprise for my MAYPIG! i hope we could have a lot of fun that day! After all, it's my sixteen BDay, on that day, i can use my IC and watch NC16 movie!!! Ah.... i am thinking and planning, this is gonna to be the best day of the year! Me and MAYPIG.... Hurray!!!!

All the way... MAYPIG!!!! We must all together jia you for our O levels. After this, we would go for a nice celebrations, k? Jia You... Wan Sui..... MAYPIG!!! LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!

Christina.. so u prepared to tell me the answer le ma? I must now go see the lyrics of the song again! I dun believe i can't find it!!! hahaz.... =)

Days.... BBQ.... O LEVEL COMING!!!!
Last week sat, our class had our BBQ at East Coast Park.... Hahaz... it was fun... a bit disappointed that some of my friends are unable to make it! But nevertheless i have so much fun!!!

Haiz... there's so much i hope i can mention but haiz.... all these feelings can only be kept in my heart... All i can say is that i really have a lot of fun! I have the best memories for the day in my heart and brain! I would never, never ever forget it!

Say no more!!!! What had happen... is already the past! No matter how hard you try to restore back what we used to be like, but i could never forget what had happen, there would also be a scar left....

I hope time could reverse back! I hope we had never meet each other! I hope everything could go back to the time we will just purely strangers to each other.... four years ago......

Sian... finally found the songs i wanna listen to ... it's the songs he sings. Hahahaz..... out of tune.... it's still better that i listened to the original singer singing... these songs are a bit classical, a bit old but it is nice! I like it!!! (At the back, can hear rolling say "haiz... someone is going to 'Hui Wei Guo Qu' le...")

Haiz.... Think it's high time i should start erasing some of the unwanted memories le ba.....
Sometimes, i really admired people who can forget things easily as if their memories will written using pencil and just with the help of an eraser, everything would be gone. But i hope i could only be someone whose brain can only install good memories and delete all the bad memories/times i have easily....

This leaves me thinking: If my memories can only be stored in my brain for one day and would definitey forget you the very next day, would you still LOVE this forgetful girl?

Past few days... weeks...
Hi. It's been a long time since i blogged last time.

These June Holidays are just like school days for me..... First 2 weeks are packed with lessons, starting early in the morning at 8a.m. to late afternoon at 4.30p.m.
Even though i am feeling tired abt the long study hours, but i knew this is very important for all of us! We are now all sec 4! We are all going to take out O level this year! And O level is just abt 4 months! We still have not complete our syllabus for all subject except for Geo! We are now definitely lacking of time!

I think i have done seriously badly for this year! So now today, here, in this blog, i am going to make a promise! "I want to do well for all my subjects especially chemistry for my prelim exams!" I would work hard and study and make sure i understand all the topics!

I must do well! I don't wish to have anymore disappointment! I dun wanna have this feeling anymore! I would not be involved in any more activities! It is high time i should start to study! I can do it!

This sat is my class BBQ le.... Haiz... feel so sad that some of my friends are unable to make it! But anyway is ok! I am so crazy, sure can have fun one! =)

Looking Forward To Class BBQ!!! =)

CLASS FOUR NINE ROCKS MAN!!!!!

Would You Be There?
WOULD YOU BE THERE
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me?
Would you run with me?
And never look back.

Would you be there to love to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away?
Would you be there?