Sitting in his car... FUN!!!
Went to prefect's camp yestersday... great to see them having fun... and hope they learn their ARISE.... =)
was sitting on student's development cher's car to the prefect camp... was talking about some prefects and the service-learning projects.. and others stuff... hahaz...
especially funni was the driving part... gt to wrong expway... went to BKE instead of PIE.. then he is brain stuck... all of a sudden dunno which road to go... hahaz... and me, can't help much... take bus already can get lost... then we drove from exit 26a to exit 3b.... before reaching....
then had a great laugh when one of the driver was driving by the margin... drive in and drive out of lanes...then he dunno if he should drive to the front or stay at the back...
anyway the ride was good... hahaz... sat on his car for 2 times this week.... another time was the buying of paint... hahaz.. =)

going to be veri busy this dec holis.. hahaz.. chalet is coming.. i can't wait anymore...
YEAH... chalet.. chalet... chalet.... HERE I COME!!!

counting down 5...4....3....2...1 days..... MY BIRTHDAY!!!

下雨天
today was quite fun... hahaz.. burning contents for the Graduation VCD... hahaz..
kind of finish ard 200 plus... continuing on mon... JIA YOU!!!
thanks a lot to the TA who help me.. hahaz.. went so late for lunch and still help me even when his friends keep chionging him to go and leave me to do it... really appreciate it a lot... always be there to help me.... =)

hmm.. went to help my prefect buy paint today.. hahaz.. so light... 8kg... but we still drove and even gt another person to help us.. but hu knows.. one person can carry all le...
tmr going to join my prefect in trybe.. my cher driving me there...
hahaz... cos i told him i going at 7.45am.. then he said dun go so early.. so i go with him lor.. =)
hope i will hab fun tmr... =)

Kind of fun working there.. at least i am happi.... but sometimes it is bored...
going to study le.. JIA YOU!!!

Nice song... feel emo...
下雨天了怎么办
我好想你 不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉 沉默的场景
做你的代替 陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人 不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人 不用道歉

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人 不用道歉

END OF WORK tmr
Tmr last day of work...hahaz...
kind of no feeling... not too happy and not too sad... hahahz..

After this work.. must go and do my hw le.. and study for my A level le... must not slack le..
And yeah.. my class chalet too.. i wanna go.. i can't wait for it anymore.. hahaz... =)

Tmr the prefects are going for trybe... must learn something from there.. and have fun too....

Gotta buy paint tmr.. need my cher to pay $118... hahaz...

got to at least give some ending to the work.. =) finish some typing and stuff...

NUH VISIT (COUSIN WAN YI)
AH... Headache.. jus hope to complete ruiling hw and go to slp asap.... veri tired after medication....
went to visti my cousin at NUH... hope she is getting better and can be released from hosp by tmr...
and JIA YOU bro... hahahz.. for ur driving test.. Must pass.. hahaz... next time gt money, we buy a car and u drive me all around singapore...
hmmm... blog till here... feel veri tired.. dun wanna waste brain juice..

having a listening ear is good....
anyway.. that RUILING say i was the cleverest BAICHI and she was the most stupid person in the cleverest lot... OMG... this is so untrue... I am not BAICHI... and also not tat guilible... hahaz...I WILL SAY AGAIN... I AM NT BAICHI.. hahaz.. =) RUILING... u better know it!!! and stop ur script writing..write 4 yrs le.. not sian ah... hahaz.. =)

Finishing helping ruiling with hw....last week of work for me.... hope it will be a nice week...

12 MORE DAYS!!!!

我还想她
Whenever i listen to this song... feel so heart broken...
but i like the lyrics esp... =)

我还想她
泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉
这段感情

我才终于明白
办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福
永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我才终于明白
办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福
永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

别告诉她 我还想她
就让沉默 代替所有回答

Prefects JIA YOU!!!
Looking through some of the posts by my junior prefects.... most of them said they will do their best in GT61 Camp and try to improve themselves..
hope they really change... hope the prefects can be of a higher profile... it is hard... but it is worth trying.. i believe in them... hope they can all treasure their opportunities in GT61 Camp... this will be a learning camp for all... PREFECTS and SEC 1...
we shall relearn all abt leadership.. let us all be a role model and do build up the foundation of our leadership... before we carry on inspiring others...

HEARD SOMETHING TODAY!!! MY heart sank to the deepest... i tried to give a smile. Guess we'll have to do more... JIA YOU... GT61... this is the best opportunity i can provide now for you guys to shine.... you must make a difference... in your life.. in sch... it is not about showing off wat you can do... but proving to others that you can do it... before i leave for my A Level.. i seriously hope to see a change in the board....

Reflection: Think it is our fault to not pass down the things to the junior on how to do events... haiz... haiz.. it's just our fault.... we did not do a good pass down of learning...

hmmm... had a long and tiring day today...
was out early in the morning for my chem revision exam.. hahz.. okie la... think can pass... hope can pass... =)

was back to work and the prefect's meeting in the afternoon.

then had the alumni meeting in the evening... that good father of mine... suddenly had memory prob.. dun even remember her daughter... saw lots of my sch mates.. i went crazy.. hahaz.. nice memories... it is always good to be with them... hope we will have more time spent like this.. together.. hahaz...

hmm.. gt to draft email... to do up relay system... GT61 planning schedule... studies... JIA YOU!!!

Chem retest tmr!!!
It's my 251 posts today... hahaz... kind of hard to believe it.. hahaz...

today was such a sian day.. hahaz.. nothing better to do... finished reading through the notes while working.. hahaz... so slack...

was talking about scholar with my collegues today.. hahaz.. i am the slacker scholar...

ruiling say my "pek chek" spelled wrongly... hahaz... now spelled it correctly le ba...

hmmm... chem retest tmr... fail... sure fail.. hahaz... anyway.. it is normal for me to fail le.. hahaz... =) but anyway... i will try my best.. hahaz.. remember what my bio cher say "you never try, how you know..." yeah... jia you!!! =)

18 days to my BIRTHDAY... SWEET 17TH...

时光机
时光机
墙角迎风的雏菊
茉莉花开的香气
闭上眼回到过去

划分界限的座椅
下课就靠在一起
我就是离不开你

一路乘着溜滑梯
我们说好走到底
以为从此就分离

用黑板上的日期
倒数找你 慢慢清晰
原来思念你是加了糖 的消息
我用铅笔 画得很仔细
素描那年 天气蝉鸣的夏季
我想遇见你

那童年的希望是一台 时光机
我可以一路开心到底都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓 穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行

那童年的希望是一台 时光机
你我翻滚过的榻榻米味道熟悉
所有回忆 在小叮当口袋里
一起荡秋千的默契在风中持续着甜蜜

有些话从来不急
一直都放在心底
想要将你看仔细

但错身而过的你
已经离去慢慢清晰
原来思念你是加了糖 的消息
我用铅笔 画得很仔细
素描那天 天气蝉鸣的夏季
我想遇见你

那童年的希望是一台 时光机
我可以一路开心到底都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓 穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行

那童年的希望是一台 时光机
你我翻滚过的榻榻米味道熟悉
所有回忆 在小叮当口袋里
一起荡秋千的默契在风中持续着甜蜜

那童年的希望是一台 时光机
我可以一路开心到底都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓 穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行

那童年的希望是一台 时光机
你我翻滚过的榻榻米味道熟悉
所有回忆 在小叮当口袋里
一起荡秋千的默契在风中持续着甜蜜
oh~持续着甜蜜

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS AND SHARMINI
Just done up the GT61 Camp (sec 1 orientation) and YFC info for my principal... hahaz... think it is kind of not enough... shall let her see tmr.. and see how it goes...

study a bit of chem.. hope i can really pass my chem this time round.. hahaz.. JIA YOU...

went to have lunch with ruiling today..hahz..have lunch for 3 consecutive weekly lunch for sunday.. hahaz... we will have more in the future...

gt to wish happy birthday to 2 person
NICHOLAS... HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SHARMINI ... HAPPY BIRHTDAY
so good.. all 17 yrs old le.. nvm... mine is coming soon.. yeah... 3 more weeks to go... JY...

going to study for chem le.. JIA YOU!!

MY DAYS.. ZOOM PASSED!!!
Talking to ruiling now... hahaz... she wanns her name to be shown BIG BIG.... must write 8 times too!!!
RUILING..... RUILING... RUILING....RUILING.... RUILING... RUILING....RUILING... RUILING....hahaz...
Hahaz.. she wanna come my house to fight food with me...

anway, thur and fri was quite a busy and tiring days... hahaz..
went for my lib camp... and spent my night in sch...

thur was quite free until my ex bio cher arrow me to do some work for him... haha... was helping him to check if the sec 4 wanna go for the prom night... he wanna convinced the head to cancel it since so few ppl is going.. hahaz... there's also another reason too..
hahaz.. he look so pai chek abt it.. hahz.. it was like 5 plus in the late afternoon when i start callin the class.. and he was complainin that he wanna go home.. hahaz.. still arguing with me that he is so busy so everytime he is late for class... hahaz.. i doubt so...

fri morning was sian... all the chers and some of the clerk went for bowling... that was their class outing..hahaz.. i was left in sch to tend the counter..hmm.. kind of nothing to do.. but to ans calls and some ppl who came to look for sch staff... but it was ivan who handle la.. hahz.. i did not do much.. then i spent my time on phone again..calling the sec 4 and helping another female bio cer to call some sec 1 random ppl to tell them some info.. hahz.. i think i can work in a telecome service le.. hahaz..

hahaz... did not really help ruiling much for her article.. was working that time... really sorri.. hahaz... i will help u other times... hahaz...

sian gt to study for chem retest...jia you le.. i can do it!!! =)

HCA HOSPICE... FIRST VISIT...
was at HCA Hospice for some work today... saw some of the patients.. i think i need to be more xi xin... and care for elderly... was kind of "dunno wat to do" to them... i really not tt good at interaction and communication with people... hahaz...

went back to work.. hahaz... done a few things... was quite bored...
tmr... meeting ruiling for lunch at 1pm... dunno eat wat leh... hmm.. hahaz...
must remember to collect something from general office tmr...

JIA YOU FOR TMR!!!

OMG!! I SURVIVED A 3HR CHEM LECTURE
today chem lecture like going through summary.. nothing much... onli abt the impt concept... hahaz.. 3 hrs lecture... finally survivied it... hahaz.... slept after 1 and half hr.. hahaz.. can't really concentrate...

was back for work after chem lecture.. but did not actually spend time on the work.. but instead on the orientatio next year.. and abt other stuff... hope we can all make it happen...

tired... fever.. hahaz... headache.. feel like banging wall.. hahaz...

going for the HCA trip tmr.. need to report to sch at 8am.. after tat going to work.. hahz..

JIA YOU!!! =)

working with ex bio cher
12.57... finally finish the compelling of the orientation 2009.. hahaz.. yeah.. going to meet the teacher tmr.. hope everything will go well..JIA YOU...

today was helping to bio chers with the enrichment thing... but most of the time was helping my ex bio cher.. hahz.. calling students... i think i call until i have phone phobia ba.. hahz.. anyway... it's all done.. hope all the students i called today will come tmr... then there will be less trouble for all of us.. YEAH...

haiz... gt to sit alone in 2nd staffroom... haiz.. sian... so boring... and nobody there... but hahaz... gt access card... next time can go anywhere easily... =)

going for chem remedial tmr.. hmm.. hahaz.. must be attentive and listen... must jia you for my chem re-exam...

went to shop fo someone gift today.. hahaz... hope she like it... =)

hmm... kind of tired.. going to sleep after my proposal is printed... =)

JIA YOU FOR TMR!!!

FIRST WEEK OF SCH WORK END!!!
Had quite a tiring week... hahaz.. working and collating all the survey...
hahaz.. but yestersday and today was quite relaxed... finish with all my survey and most of the noticeboards.. hmm.. but need to do my prinicipal thing which is a big headache.. but i will try my best... hahaz...

anyway... gt to shift to work at the 2nd staffroom on monday onwards.. hahaz... sian.. nobody i know there.. hmm.. next time lunch dunno... go eat with who le.. going to be a loner soon.. haiz...

gt to rush my chem tutorial tmr.. JIA YOU le.. =)

OFFICIAL END OF PW
Just finish all the typing of survey results... haiz... still gt more tmr... i think my hands really ache.. hahaz.. type so mani documents... hahaz.. my ex-bio cher see le.. was laughing at me lor.. hahaz.. veri tiring to keep on typing...

YEAH!! OFFICIALLY END OF PW... hahaz.. had a rush and confusion today when handing in all our stuff.. finally it is done.. hahaz... SHIOK AH!!! =)

getting tired le.. going to sleep.. hahaz..=)

OP ended!!!!
Haiz.. i just woke up.. hahaz... too tired... never sleep last night.. hahaz.. was like staring at the ceiling... too nervous for my oral presentation.. hahaz.. so never sleep... spent all my remaining energy helping nincompoop to finish his work... so kind of in a sleepy mode while walking back home.. dozed off immediately... hahaz.. send wrong sms to wrong people too... haiz... brain too tired le ba...

Today PW is so shiok.. hahaz.. felt so good when OP is over.. hahaz.. i think i was so nervous that i completely lose my sense of feeling... i like just give my best shot for the OP... i am quite happi... hahaz... one year of PW is finally ending tmr.. after handing in I & R.... Jia You le...

Kind of in a retarded mode now.. doing everything slowly... just woke up to help some of my friends print their I and R..... After that, i will doze off again.. hahaz.. tmr gt to work again... =)

OP (night before)
Shall blog first before going for dinner (can count as supper le) and practice of OP... hahaz...

Veri scared and anxious now... hahaz.. haben even reach the OP time.... veri jing zhang.. hahaz.. scared i will forget my script.. hahaz.. and hope there is no brain block when answering questions.. hahaz.. I must have confidence...
JIA YOU and GOOD LUCK to all doing OP... we can do it...

Today my leg pain ah... cos hahaz.. was pasting "Recycling" posters and other stuff on all the noticeboard ard the sch.. but hahz.. i am not that efficient after all.. i almost complete the old block... still gt some classrooms in old block is incomplete... hahaz... But walking up and down the stairs are just so tiring.. hahaz.. good way to lose weigh...

Did not have an OP rehearsal with my PW mates today... Just got to practice on my own.. JIAYOU LE...

I think i can't really sleep today... i am too jing zhang.. OMG... what is happening to me... haiz...

JIA YOU LE... xiao pig... hahaz... =)

笑忘歌 brings back memories...
This song 笑忘歌 is by Mayday.... hahaz.. it brings back a lot of my memory... the days in sec especially... =) Laughing and enjoying seems so much easily then...

屋顶的天空是我们的
放学后夕阳也都会是我们的
不会再仰慕更多了

唱一首属于我们的歌
让我们的伤都慢慢慢的愈合
明天我又会是全新的 OH~HO

青春是手牵手坐上了
都不回头的火车
总有一天我们都老了
不会遗憾就OK了

伤心的都忘记了
只记得这首笑忘歌
那一年天空很高风很清澈
从头到脚趾都快乐

我和你都约好了
要再唱这首笑忘歌
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢

自己和自己打一架了
想都想不通反正就是这样了
不会再流泪更多了

有多少错误重蹈覆辙
有多少苦痛还不是都过来了
想起来甚至还会笑呢 OH~HO

青春是人生的实验课
错也错得很值得
就算某天唱起这首歌
眼眶会有一点湿了

伤心的都忘记了
只记得这首笑忘歌
那一年天空很高风很清澈
从头到脚趾都快乐

我和你都约好了
要再唱这首笑忘歌
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢

伤心的都忘记了
只记得这首笑忘歌
那一年天空很高风很清澈
从头到脚趾都快乐

我和你都约好了
要再唱这首笑忘歌
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢

这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢
谁说这样不伟大呢

first day for chem tuition
first day for chem tuition.. hahaz. it is good.. at least i know some concepts now..can't wait to try my HW... hope i won't have much disappointment from doin so... hahaz...

just finish ruiling hw.. hahaz.. hope i never do it wrongly.. kind of use my own elaboration.. =)

today is such a bad luck day.. hahaz...
forget to take insulin injection in the morning.. was rushing for tuition.. hahz.. luckily i survived.. hahaz.. i am strong.. then went to bugis.. from yishun to bugis and the route home.. never sat down.. the bag is heavy with notes..haiz... then more sian... gt to a very crowded mrt train.. then dunno which person push so hard on my head.. till i hit the pole.. sian....

but went to meet ruiling and xueting after that.. hahaz.. and her sis too... the world is really small.. or i should say singapore is really small.. xuejun is actually one of the camper who went for one of the camp held in my sch... she remember me... but my memory fails me again.. hahaz... i dun hab an impression of her... =) sorrie...

SURPRISE... surprise.. to hear that hahz.. mo ren chat with some girl under someone block.. (Ruiling should know) hahaz.. so scandalous... hahaz.. shall not go question moren....later spoil our good relationship.. hahaz... anyway.. even if mo ren is a flirt.. i will still treat mo ren as a friend.. hahaz.. cos friends are those who are always there for u... just like Ruiling (dun be too happi, i praised u ok?) , MAYPIG... and my JC Friends... a long list to go...hahaz...

then after meal... went to home to sleep.. kind of tired.. slept late yestersday at ard 3 plus am... kind of find it hard to sleep these nights.. hahaz... =)

got to work tmr.. hmmm.. hahz... JIA YOU... need to report at 8.30... and i think that nincompoop will onli arrive at 9 plus.. i gt to wait for more than 30 mins... hmm... definitely will be veri bored.. hahaz.. =)

chem tuition tmr..
kind of bored today.. hahaz... went to my pw mates house to rehearse ur oral presentation.. went home to sleep after that.. hahaz.. gt another practice on mon.. after i finish work.. will have to try to reach super fast.... =)

gt to go for chem tuition tmr.. dunno how it will feel like.. haahz.. the cher will definitely be darm stress to teach someone like me.. hahaz.. i am seriously veri bad in chem.. hahaz.. just hope everything will go well tmr..

JIA YOU FOR TUITION TMR!!!