what an attendance...
have been a long time since i blog... hahaz...
had been busy with tests and other hw.... after all prelims are comin soon.. gt to work hard for it..
just had math and bio test this week... hope i will do fine.. even if i dun... i guessed i am used to failing le ba.. hahaz...

so sian today class onli gt ard 7 ppl come sch.. haiz...
i am tired too.. feel like not going to sch.. but i know if i dun go.. i won't be studying at home either... haiz...
JIA YOU.. =)

still haben study chem yet.. think not slping today le...
All the best to my chem test tmr!!!

YEAH!!! CHIONG AH!!!
Hmmm... just find some time to log on to the com.... had a busy week... staying till ard 9 plus at night in sch studying... hahaz...
haiz... gt back all my results... haiz... veri de bad... but i won't give up... hahaz..

thanks to ruiling for saying this to me: "Whenever i feel like giving up, remember why in the first place i hang on and did not give up..."
hahaz... this make me feel back to life again... at least i will stop dwelling on the past and move ahead... the world won't stop because of me.. hahaz... =)

jia you and i will try to do my best!!! =)

Everything seems far from reach!!!
44...tt's my results for my GP Mid-Year.... a clear fail... haiz...
almost cry went i saw my results... even though i saw it coming... haiz... wat else can i say more... since i started JC... never had i done well a test before... haiz... this had justified well that i am not a JC material after all...
gonna get math paper, chem paper and bio paper tmr and next week... guessed... i will do badly for the rest... not gonna put high hopes... i have done my best...

Feel like not attending sch tmr... but 长痛不如短痛 (one of my friends whosr chi wasn't so good, told me this sentence)... Let's face the reality!!!

WOW!!! DUN GIVE UP!!!
hahaz... hab been veri lucky these days.. saw lots of ex-sch mates...
saw ruiling on thur.... shaoquan and friends on fri... and saw ben laopa, muxing ah gong , jia jun and the rest who went to hab soccer yesterday.... hahaz... wow... we really all veri got yuan fen these days.. hahaz...
had a nice time laughing and chatting abt wat muxing and ben yesterday.... just make me wonder when we could sit down and crap again... hahaz... =)

hmm... still bothered abt bio common test till now... haiz... my friends say i am bothered becos i put in effort.. but really? did i? hahaz... if i hab... y am i still doing some of the bio mcq wrong? even when i done my tys? haiz... tt just show i am not learning my mistakes and i am not putting enough hard work... haiz...
hmmm... maybe i should try not to worry too much...like wat the lot tt i draw had said... hahaz...

JIA YOU.... DUN GIVE UP.... even if the road is rough!!!

STILL FAR FROM PASSING???
Haiz.. i m really not putting anymore high hopes for my common test results le.. if i can just pass all my subjects... i think i should be happi... even though i am quite relunctant and feel tt i should do better... haiz...

today bio paper 1 was okie... but i am disappointed with myself.. most of the qns from tys... and haiz.. i went back home to check the ans i make 7 mistakes... this means 7 marks down.... still gt other mcq qns.... haiz.. means more marks down...
and for paper 2.... i didn't get to complete the whole paper... left at least 5 blanks and didnt manage to finish the essay qns....
so conclusion.... just hope i will pass... may deem to be a gd thing since i hab never pass a single bio test b4... but haiz.. i still think i can do better... guess i still not putting enough effort...

happen to meet ruiling coincidentally at jp bus interchange... and we'll actually on the same bus... but i didnt see her... guessed i wasnt in the right mood, just wanna sit on the bus and go home straight....

still feeling disappointed over bio... going out to watch ICE AGE 3D with my friends tmr... hope i will be better by tmr... =)