GIVE UP? NO.... I WILL CONTINUE TO WORK HARD...
Haiz... gt my chem results. It's really bad. veri bad... I am really disappointed with this results.... but what can i do to revive it? It's already been settled! I have FAILED!!! I HAVE!!! My mind is telling me that i should give up! But my heart say "NO"... my mind is telling me that "Haiz.... give up la! U think u can make it!"... whereas my heart say "JIA YOU! Believe in yourself!!!"
I really hope i could follow my heart.... but i am too stubborn. I keep saying to myself that there's no use... I should give up. I keep telling myself that "what's the point of trying, i can't even do well for prelims, nevertheless abt o level!" I am really veri pessimistic.. I dun really have the confidence. That 's wat i am lack of! I dun believe in my capability... I also try to find excuse for myself.... COME ON... XIAO PIG! Where's the person i know in sec 1 and 2... The one who never give up easily... Believe in yourself! If you dun, who would do it? Have confidence in yourself, if you dun, who would? Dun give up, if not, u are just letting yourself down!!!
It's just a prelims.... it's not the o level, neither it is the end of the world! There's still time. Let people go into your heart!!! Let them help you! Open your heart, Open your mind.... let yourself be more confident! Let yourself feel that there is still hope! It's not impt if u do well in prelims.... IT'S THE O LEVEL THAT MATTERS! so wat if u can't go into the one and a half month course. If your O level results are good, the sch would want u! O LEVEL... REMEMBER.... O LEVEL....
Now, i am trying my best on my ENG AND CHEM!!! i must at least for now, get the basic right... Jia you!!! Dun demand for much now! Pass is the aim!!!! So wat if the sch dun wanna me in JC... I have my own capability.... Listen to advice... work with teachers... ask your friends to motivate you! If you feel stress, talk to your friends... cry out.... Dun give up!!! That's my aim and motivation.... Giving up is just a method that shows you are letting down yourself, your friends, teachers.... Thanks for the strong belief you guys held for me! Thanks ruiling, you are also there when i cry... it's only you that i really can face when i cry!!! Thanks a lot!! Thanks NANA and KY, if not for your strong support, i might not held on... if not for your advice, i might still be feeling down now! I finally understood: "What had happened are already the past, look into the future! Bear in mind the mistakes and graciously accept it! Now stepped out bravely and say to yourself I CAN DO IT!!!" That's the way to go! Like what PC says to me :"WHO ON EARTH CAN ALWAYS BE RIGHT? MISTAKES ARE JUST A PART OF LEARNING THINGS. FAILURE HELPS ONE TO BE STRONGER AND MOVE TOWARDS SUCCESS!!!"
03/08/07... This is the DAY xiao pig swear to never give up easily! This is the DAY xiao pig would change and be different!
JUST WAIT AND SEE MY O LEVEL RESULTS!!! DO NT BE SURPRISED BY THEN!!!
JIA YOU!!! JIA YOU!!!! =)