Class chalet.... when? where? haiz... feel....
Hi. Lots of days haben blog le. have been very busy this few days lor. Gt a lot of hw.
our form teacher asked us abt how our days getting by. she asked whether we are prepared for our Prelims. all i can say i am not very prepared. Everyday after sch, the first thing to do is homework. Homework are more than before. I have tons of MT hw.(It is good news for those who are not studying HMT.) In addition, there's lots of revision that all of us need to do. I am really tired. But i knew it very well that after all these hardships, i would be able to relax. Jia You ba... Xiao Pig and all of my friends. Let's get over this.... Let's work hard together!!! =)

So touched. HuiLing waited for me to finish my HMT lesson just to give me three cupcakes she made it specially for me. It's sugar free. Feel very happy to receive it. I really appreciated it a lot. Hahaz. Thank You huiling. =)

Haha. today my class kanna caught. We are acting like smart alex. We (excluding me and some other people) all do the questions in front and did not do the questions at the back for bio. In the end, my cher start going through from the back. Feel so funni when i saw how our class react. Haha.. my bio cher not so stupid after all... quite smart ah! really know wat we would do!

Our class going to organize another event. Class chalet at the end of the year. Placing a low expectation for it. I really hope the whole class could make it this time. I hope we would at least have a most unforgetable event before we leave for our own roads. I am getting some trouble though, i had initially wanted to give up, but i will not. I wanna make it memorable, or at least fun. I wanna do it! No matter wat obstacles, i promised i won't give up easily. =) Haiz... wanna decide the date today... but haiz... thinking it to be between 4-7 Dec. Haha... hope it will most probably be from 4 - 6 dec. Haha... so near my BDay. All my BDay plans gone into thin air le. But i think i will still go on with the Bday BBQ, if possible a 3D2N stay in sch, at the end of November. Hope everything would go well and smooth for the Class Chalet. It's during my BDay, i really do not hope that any sad events would happen. (I might be selfish by saying it, but i really hope it would be happy.... the simplest thing i wanna get for my Bday is just smiles from everyone. It's very important to feel happy! Veri Important!)

Another big event is going to come out soon. It's Teachers' Day! toking abt it, gonna get a big headache... wat can we do this year? After all this is my last year, i hope to make it fun and memorable. Is my class going to perform? Wat are we going to buy? i wondered.

Today, my eng cher asked abt the events that prefects hold for pupils' welfare. I was like: Do we have? for so long since i am in Prefectorial Board, we dun seem to have anything related to pupils' welfare. The most we do was just survey. Think it's high time we should put our mind together to think of something. I want to bring out the best of PREFECTORIAL BOARD.

Sianz.... Come home, feeling quite sad. I feel that i am quite powerless. I am quite useless. I can't seem to do anything right. I feel that i am still not the right person for the position. I dun seem to have the way of carrying the attitude the position should have. Haiz... furthermore, all of the sudden, my results drop drastically. see my sec1 results and my current results. It is really a tremendous drop. What had happen to me? I have changed a lot. Dun i? Did i change for the better or for the worst. How can i fulfil my teachers' expectations of me? Am i doing well so far? Am i really suitable for the job? You might think that i am having a low self esteem, but i seriously have not a single clue what has gone wrong. Maybe i am a perfectionist, someone who wanna do things perfectly. Maybe.... Maybe.... haiz....

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Haiz... got to go le. May not blog so often now. Unless i am feeling down.... or extremely happi...