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Monday, September 29, 2008

Bio Paper 1 Flunked
my feeling todae kind of like go through a roller coaster ride.. hahaz...
was sad... becos of my bio... haiz... if i am not wrong is 12/35...
this is the paper i mug darm hard for... haiz... always like can't score for bio... y?y?y?
i really feel like giving up... almost cry when i see how much i have gotten wrong.. i was like... y? but hahas... i never cry la.. i strong ma..and gd actress... know how to act strong... hahaz.. guess acting strong is the best point i have in life... have been doing that since young... =)
hmm.. will get the full bio results tmr.. think i won't be able to slp tonight...
i am not aiming high hopes anymore... doing not well looks like a common issue to me now...
i can now finally sense the disappointment one could have when one does not do well... that's exactly how i am feeling now...
might be retaini.... unless my bio can miracally score and 43 in order to pass my overall.. which is like an impossible mission.. hahaz... there goes my bio...
work hard doesn't mean get it... must work smart and work hard then maybe can make it...
think praying dun really help much now though....
was happi.. cos gt ruiling who is always there when i need her.. went out with her to let me have a time to stop thinking abt my bio results... hab a nice time joking with her.. hahaz.. and her "bai chi"... hahaz... which maybe i am one.. haha... and yeah.. she's not the only one who say me that... hahaz...
dunno y? i was so confident for my bio.. now i think the confidence level has reached the minimum... hahaz... maybe overshoot to negativity... hahaz..
sian... all will be told tmr... no amt of worry can change the results...

I SHOULD NOW CONSIDER WHICH POLY COURSE I WILL TAKE... hahaz...

was helping my sec sch chers to find seniors to help the juniors with their "o"... found a few...
hahaz.. i think i can't really help much.. not that good with studies.. haiz...

Thanks for the encouragement from RuiLing and others... trying to be positive.. but i think u can tell... we have to face the reality... and i am acting to be strong.... T.T

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