REFLECTION 2008
YEAH!!! LESS THAN 25 hrs... we will be stepping into a BRAND NEW YEAR!!2009!!!
I am going to start a brand new year... start afresh...
I am going to use all my energy and motivation in my studies... in my A-LEVEL...

REFLECTION 2008
1. The year i gt my O Level Results and entered a JC... even though i do not really suit the JC life... i still ended up studying there... I can't say i dun like there.. bt it is definitely more boring and tiring... gt to study a lot which isn't wat i normally do... i can't keep comparing my JC with my sec cos i am entirely in a different environment with different ppl... But i see more of reality and life in JC... i guessed i learnt how to handle failure more too.. hahz... with the results i hab... i am kind of sick with studying.. but i know i hab to hang it there.. one more yr.. and i will be done... and in this one more year.. i am going to do my veri best... and get into the university...
2. The year i see true friendship... i valued more the times i spent with my sec friends... i really missed my times in sec sch.. thanks a lot to all friends who stood by me when i need them.. i treasure you guys a lot...
and yeah.... of course.. i tasted the failure of a friendship too.. haiz... dun even know if i could consider it a friendship... cos i don't even know who i am to him.. hahaz... maybe just a passer-by... or someone who he finds when he is lonely.. haiz... my heart do hurts.. but i know with time... everything will heal...
3. The year which makes me think tt i should learn how to let go... to say truthfully.. i kind of miss my sec sch and the prefectorial board.. tt keeps me going back there... mayb i just wan to get back the feelings and the times i hab back there.. but in my heart i know tt it is no longer there.... all the memories... once it is gone... it is gone... all i can do know is to keep them locked in my heart... I am going to leave the board after this year orientation... i hope i do leave an gd impression and learning pts there too... i hope my board won't disappoint me.. and yeah... i need to let go... no matter how hard it is...

有些话我很想说，但我不知如何说起。心里的在乎和想念让我有些伤感。
想要放手，但心真的能把一切放下吗？