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Friday, December 26, 2008
SADDED!!!
TODAY - 26 DEC 2008, 6.17PM... or earlier... EMOZ...
trying to fake smile the whole day today... even though i wasn't in a mood to do the game trial.. but i know i hab to pull myself to smile and be high...
wasn't feeling happi when i went for the game trial... became worse after tt...

saw how nt enthu they are in games, banner stuff... and they still are not awake...
they dun seem to know how impt this orientation is to me.. or at least to joanne and quanyi...
we hab been planning for so long... and we put in so much effort and time to do up the proposal... and we hab to keep on editing the proposal till it is good... we could just continue with the usual orientation stuff and dun care abt it... Y do we want to continue and change it... just for the waste of time... or we gt nothing better to do... it is time to be awake... just see how mani of them are actually spending so much time doing... i can say just a few sec 3 and 4.. and half of my holidays are spent doing this things... hahaz... i just feel so silly to think tt i came back to help.. i could actually be like other ex-hp... wash my hands and go... y bother... i still hab my J2 year... i could be well-off at home to sleep or even study... hahaz... i am just a JOKER!!! just come to see how my board die... i am really sorri to all the sec 4 esp quan yi and joanne and mr kong... they put in time and effort and this is the result... lack of enthu in my prefects... my level of positive attitude is low... veri low... i am worried.... and worried tt i will let some of my sec 4s and mr kong down... wat more can i do... i am at my ends now... never felt this lost before... I AM T_T....

~ { 6:14 PM }
aiming for the sky above;