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Saturday, September 5, 2009
VENTING DISAPPOINTMENT...
DATE: 04/09/09
The day when my heart felt the worst... haiz... expected... neither of my math nor my chem passed this time round.. it is a wake-up call i guessed... hope it has not come too late..

I shall leave no excuses for myself... deep down my heart.. i know i have been lazing around and no puttin in my effort in studies.. so i should hab no reason to expect good results....
this made me feel veri guilty to ppl who think i am hardworking.. haiz.. sorry... i am seriously a slacker...

BU JIAN GUAN CAI BU DIAO LEI... PING SHI BU SHAO XIANG, LING SHI BAO FOU JIAO... these 2 sentences fully describe me....

But now.. think i gt to change my studying attitude once and for all.. i wouldn't give up so easily.. and i will definitely put more than just 100% in all my studies...

I have to just vent my disappointment and guilt somewhere.. but haiz.. i still hab yet to find it... i guessed it's just me... all my worries and unhappiness are behind my smilez.... a strong and tough wall around my heart, it's not an easy task to know me...

thanks for all the encouragement tt come along.. i guessed it is only me myself who can pull myself together and work hard...

Now.. all i hope.. i am not too late to catch up...
real sorry to those who hab placed high hopes on me.. i will try my best and not let u guys down for my 'A' levels....

SADNESS...UNHAPPINESS...GUILT... DISAPPOINTMENT....
It's PAST TENSE...

FOCUS... DETERMINATION... PERSEVERANCE...HARDWORK...STRENGTH...
It's PRESENT TENSE & FUTURE TENSE....

~ { 1:27 AM }
aiming for the sky above;