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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
FACED WITH THE TRUE FEELINGS!!!
DOOMZ.... TO MY A LEVEL PAPER FOR MATH P1, GP PAPERS AND BIO PAPER 2...
Never had i felt so not confident after a piece of major exam... i hab so much doubts after i hab done the paper...
i can't be even sure with a qns tt i will definitely be fully correct for math... i practically came up with weird workings....
my gp arguments are so not structured correctly and i think my examples are superficial... AQ was done in such a rush...
for bio... the one tt makes me the most heartbroken... just saw the notes just now... i memorise the process but how could i be so stupid to write the wrong ions for certain parts and i practicallly screwed up the 8 and 4 marks essay... haiz... and wat's more the suggestion qns carries heavy mark weightage...and even some simple qns tt i thought i wrote correctly was actually wrong... OMG.. i seriously dunno y i memorise so mani facts and processes and at the last min, i just screwed up the bio paper 2... WAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!!

HOPES of getting into a UNI just go down each day a paper is done... HOPE I CAN FIND BACK THE MOTIVATION TO BE MORE POSITIVE...
Seriously, after every exam, i kept on finding excuses for myself to not be so pessimistic and be more positive... I really salute to Evina, she always smiling after every paper and looks ahead for the next paper...
I can act to be happy... deep down, my heart just sank to the deepest.... I guessed i just need to face the reality soon... too high a expectation just makes one feel even more depressed...

JIA YOU!!! DUN GIVE UP!!! THIS IS THE BEST ENCOURAGEMENT I CAN GIVE TO MYSELF...

~ { 8:22 PM }
aiming for the sky above;